booooo!

jocelyn is gg to get real busy this wk n nxt wk
will mia my blogg for awhiles.
but if anyone in need of a listening ear. im just a sms txt away! ((:

27-30july got cac.foc.camp too!
i really hope this camp will go wells.cuz everyone in the main comm put in to their best of effort.remarkable` ((:
should i get all 3 singlet for this camp?
the designs are ALL very NICE! -thx to page and yisi *claps*
*ponders!*

BOO!

shaun.myboyy is back!
to be honest im happy by this simple fact that he is back so that he can rest up in sg instead of being trapped in vietnam bagpacking when he is sick ._.
get wells soon boyy~
*thanks god for listening to our prayers*

weizhi
bestie!!
lets watch fireworks tgt with ur backs in sg kies!! lols
i wanna watch too (>_<)

sister.
sillysilly girl.
harry potter i so not tempted to go watch.
but if you really wanna watch with me..
i will go with you nonetheless (:

dad and mum~
i love them!
the way they talk things out with me.
the fact that i know i can always turn to them for advices when i need them! (:
without my parents i wldnt be who im today!
im thankful *love them!!*

ALL my friends and relatives out there~
jocelyn is happy cause there are nice people like you around! (:

always count ur blessings and it will make you smiles! (:

jocelyn loves to be happy!
*double grins*

jocelyn is drained to the max! and her cough stills isnt getting better...
she is also feeling emo...
she yearns to put all the things she has now on hands to go for a holiday like many are doing. >_<

hmms.

as for today!
it shall be rest day. do things that i really like.
i dont wanna suffer from a burnout :x

pck mentions geniuely that im a good girl yesterday when i had some good talk with him.
thanks pastor! (:
and for all who played a part in helping me feel better in any ways yesterday. i sincerely thank you.

i will continue to have this strong faith in god. i will always remember to put him above all things.
And everything in life will runs smoothly eventually (:

e.g: yesterday was very challenging for me.i was on a verge of breaking down into tears.cuz i was sick but the responsibility in me tells me that i got to do all the things tt i need to complete for the day. which is entre meeting.seminar talk.church service.sweedy's 21 bday.
* gg for 21st bday party always makes me wish that i had one too. ._. * but all in all im thankful its all over and yes i do stills like the way my day has turn to be (:

hope i will really rested up today and get wells soon.
im sure a whole day spending time with my dear family members would definitely be the best antidote for me nows (:

nxt 2 weeks im packed tighted!
but i shall learnt to be positive. and lead life to the fullest!

Jocelyn will keep smiling.

May God bless all who happen to read my blog~ Have a nice day ahead! (:

jocelyn thinks alot...
haha..
she is learning how to stay positive..n am growing to be stronger mentally..
by thinking more...
you will discover more things..n it is better than having shallow thinking..

im grateful to all who have been in my life during this *tranformation* in me...

god. i thank youu. (:

i have many things on hands currently...
im quite drained out by it...
if only i get be on a short overseas vacation trip like some of my friends ):

misses my dear ):
hope ure enjoying your trip at vietnam and am all wells (:

cough medication is making me drowsy and weak ):
i think cuz of tt i slept super early ytd and also i had a nightmare.
but im glad its a nightmare only.. and its not real ._.

i got to stay strong at least for today!
meeting sweedy for lunch and signposts soon at ehub.
then im off to cousin place to learn careless whisper in soprano sax.

spoke to my bestie just nw..she ringed me up after a sms to jocelyn (:
sorry cldnt company you thou the night ytd! but im glad ure feeling all so fines nws.
im also happy that im on your to be contactable list when u wanna share ur emotions with.
Do continue to take care we will chat tonight-if im not feeling too sick. (:

my dear just sms-ed me to tell me that he is feeling much better.
im soso glad dear (:
*i just wanna thanks god and my fellow sisters who helped me to pray for him*
i will continue to pray that he can get to be even better so that he can enjoy his remaining days of his holidays. (:

sick.

am coughing. ): when to consult a doc. the cough wasnt tt all so bad..
im at sg so im much better taken care of.. by my family members..
but im feeling even more sick nw as i knew that my dear is sick at a foreign land...
he went vietnam for bagpacking.but he is sick and not enjoying himself at all. ):
i really wanna to know how he is doing n be e one theres to help take care of him...
but i cant ): feeling helpless whenever he mentions that he is feeling weak and all...
all i can do is to appear strong thou sms and phone calls n advise you how to get betters.
im srysry that i spread the virus to youu. *hugss!*

shaun please get well soon! *prayed earnestly*

thanks sweedy n mannie -being online msn to support me. (:

boo!

i have been mia-ing..
busyy!!
nono..
i mean fulfilling life ((:

thurs.
went down to help out medical booth for cac.foc recruitment with jiahe.
sry was late for an hour.but sm stayed on to peis jiahe whiles im late.
cuz she was also an hr late for her shift! :x haha. was feeling quite lazy.
i keep encouraging jiahe and jingchu to go approach the girls to "psycho"
them to join! haha.okies i did helped quite a fair bit too! ((: funfun! haha.
then i rushed down to orchard for my entre.. the networking session was
indeed one tts is enriching experience. im glad tt i make the decision to go
for it.as i skipped my family dinner and jiajin's tution for it. aemi supper! (:
at blk85 market!! heex.weijie drove us there to supper. big THANKS! (:
then shaun came to pick me up! i heartx my boyy for being so thoughtful to
come down to bring me backs home safely! ((: thanks~

fri.
ZOO! we finally make our first ZOO trip! (:
i reallyreally enjoyed myself!! (: the weather wasnt the best. but thanks to the
rain. we manage to seek shelter and camwhores! haha. the weather was nice
to walk about. we took many silly pics and took our time to look at all animals.
all animals shows. all the pics we wanna take *silly and nice ones*. the breakfast
and lunch was GOOD! :D Time seem to pass super fast (: and after a whole day
of walk. we arent even tired! haha. waited for bus shuttle bus tt took forever!
but thanks to that.we get to spend more time tgt waiting for bus and taking a nice
night ride on the bus with my boy to orchard.. was very late.. so yanleng and farhan
had their dinner while i did my thai dinner with my boyy at wisma food court area.
it wasnt too bad! (: tom yam soup. tcc-ed with yanleng and farhan at somerset ..
chilled with drinks and chitchat. we met up to celebrate for farhan's 21st bday. he
treated us! haha. SHAUN -my boyy- being the caring one (: decided to come down
to meet me after that. i love pasir ris park. *xoxo*

sat.
woke up early to do breakfast with sister. =D
then off to entre meeting at wenhan's place.meeting was very productive (:
then off to church..wasnt late!! ((:
didnt feel too all good during church service.but i keep my faith ever so strong! (:
had cousin outing! Miss Clarity and ICE age 3 at iluma! its was niceee..
we are planning another outing in august. one of the sat to stayover at my place
COOL; then tt time we can do more chitchatting! haha.
supper with shuan and sis at katong hk cafe. the french toast was GOOD =)

sun.
met shaun to go bedok wanted to run some errands at modern arts studio
met my jc form teacher twice at bedok within a short period of 10 mins at
bedok. haha. wanted to do lunch at bedok hawker.but shaun got minced
meat noodle craving. i dont minds too! so we made our way downs to this
nice noodles place to have our lunch. to be honest it is just a simple budget
noodle. but it was really quite tasty! :X haha. shaun is bringing me with
yumms hidden food places. i would love to try nice food. ((: after lunch. we went
to ehub to get cupwalker bubbletea for us and my little cousin. after which i
head to jiajin's house for tution whiles shaun went to ehub to get a haircut. (:
we met after my tution. as i wanted to see his new hair cut. not too bad. (:
my family and i went to tea valley at ehub for tea. i manage to catch up
quite a fair bit with my family! (: it was GOOD (: i loveeeee my family. told
them stories about how my engaging my days have been and they gladly listen
too! ((: went home for dinner! home cooked dinner by mum-i was craving for-
i felt super happy and full after dinner. taught sis phy in the night. miss those
days when i slack at home listening to music whiles my sis does her mugging.
and for tt night we manage to do such. and we are both happyhappy! (:

mon.
overslept! haha..
shaun n ii rched bl late. haha.but pak lun was late too! haha.
but the 2 funny things were steph our subcom was on time! :x shaun.pl.n i went to get breakfast at bl even thou we were alr late! haha.
the medical booth for cac.foc was hectic for myself as i was preparing for a entre meeting ltrs so i kept running errands here and there! shags. but i did helped out abit on getting girls to pen down their names. they are all very friendly. we took pics with some of them. lols. for tt day. shaun my boyy took over the role of jiahe! haha. he bought his cam around to take random pics of the day.
went for entre meeting. wasnt the best meeting i shld say. i left sch tgt with shaun ards 4plus. intially we wanted to do dinner at secret garden butbut.i felt that he shld have dinner with his family before he makes his one wk hols trip. hence we decided to have dinner with his family at his home. had nice dinner. after dinner we went to ice kimo for ice cream waffle! thanks dear for satisfying my long waited craving *silly grins* -we got swt tooth! ((:

tues.
we are both little sick )):
hope it doesnt get worst...
im gg to have a hectic wk ahead.
my dear is gg for a hol! >< tctc! *pray for healing* we met at simei for brunch at sakae sushi! haha. shaun.my boyy had craving for sushi. wanted sth nice before leaving for viet. for his adventurous hols. had good lunch and time with each other. wrote my boyy a little card (: he likes it. smiles~ after which... i made my way to work. and he went to run this errands. had no motivation to work tdy.work is so boring. haha.. maybe i just dont really like doing sales promoting. its tiring! haha. esp after slacking for one wk. lose the momentum of working. the first hour of getting back to work was the worst! :x but ltrs it just got better. as i stayed positive. ((: im just gg to try my most best for tmr!! -last day of work! heex. andand im happy for my sis. cuz she studied hard for her chinese o-level oral and she felt confident after her examination tdy!
im so proud of you girl! ((: haha.bet u can speak better mandrian than me! lols.

was on msn today.and my cousin has decided to be nice to lend me his
soprano for my cac.foc performance! (: he has also agreed to coached
me. yays!

changes are the only thing that is kept constant in life! (: -quoted from my bestie
*nods in agreement- jocelyn*

little girl missing her little boy.
*7days test*

mornningg.

im ups early today.
mood check: feeling okies 70% ?? ((:

yesterday i must declared im mentally drained
guess it was a test that god has put me thou..
in life i feel there bounds to be challenges but i guess youll just have to face them bravely and try your best to resolve it. .
crumbling down in tears and drowning yourself in sorrows wont work for sure.. *which is prob what little jocelyn might do in the past* but i have learnt tt..
yes i do believe that you can take some time to feel sad and all.but after that you got to try to think logically how you can approach this matter n try to be solve the problems.. cuz problems wont resolve itself..and clearing of misund is very impt to maintain good relationship with one another. be it kinship.friendship.n bgr.

so im glad that i was challenged ytd.
by a few matters in fact. but wells i believe at every point of life we are challenged be it big or small.and there are days when im totally blessed with many nice things as wells.
so confront the problems and dont shun away from it..from failures and challenges would enrich you.so when i meet up with problems i will tell myself *jocelyn, you can do it!* ((:

*and yesh i do pray for strength when im feeling challenged and god has been soso gracious to little jocelyn cuz he nvr fails to save me -childlike faith in my one and only god.*

since i feel that ytd matters are all so personal i wont elaborate more..
but i can thank the nice *angels* that company me thou my journey of down-ness ((:

yisi: i see my little self in her la..just wanted a company like her.so innocent n pure girl! ((: you make my afternoon so much more happier one. ur company is pleasurable.thou we just walk round cityhall aimlessly and i visited esplanade.a place tt i truely heartx ((:

sweedy: for being ever so understanding and ALWAYS there for me. DEAR sister! thanks! ((:
yesyes! im really trying to make more time for god..i wont compromise my time for god.but i hope you can understand that yes i have manymany commitments n im sure god will want us to live life to the fullest n achieve goodness in all aspects of life.. so work(esp i have alot different kinds currently.unfortunately :x ) n time spend with family n friends.bestie n even my boy. thanks for not judging me as a sister but constantly guilding me along ((: *hugs!* my growth may be slow..but trust me..im making the effort! ((:

sister: yes..i only msg you much later..when i was more emotionally stable. ure reply was instanteous! and you keep ringing me up to give me emotion check! i choose to take it for the fact that you care alot for your sis here! (: thanksss! ((: and super thanks for the long sms you send me.. i made changes to my dinner plan and late night plan tt i have initially to spend more time with the family! (: n sat evening too! ((: so meimei .yesh i love the you.and the family! we can chit chat more tonight after jiajin's tution. ((: so no internet for us tonight uhs! haha..

weizhi: bestie..u read my blog! *touched* was thinking to msg you but i trust that you will know it if u read my blog.and i didnt wanna impose on you too! but yesyes! thanksss.you msg makes me feel the instant *bestie warmth* im soso glad we are both growing up to be emotionally stronger! hope we can chit chat soon.nth so much about the unhappy things tt happen. but more of the mundane happenings but prehaps funny things that happen in my life! (: TAKE CARE

sheena: my BIG sister! i super thankful to have a nice pal that stays so close to meee! ytd for supper at 1030pm. ((: whenever i feel upset.i can jio her! our faves hangout place whitesands hk cafe! and she knows it whenever im upset.she w/o fail wil agree to do supper with me..be it she is busy or not!! sheenaaaaa! thankssss for ALWAYS trying her best to meet me if she can. and after the late chilling with her..i will feel much betters ((: loves!

thanks for the many concerns shown by people on msn ytd..
there are quite a few so i shant name all..
sorry i couldnt share much cuz wasnt feeling the best to share..
but i reallyreally thankful for all these friends of mine for the concern!
you people makes me feel that im cared for even if its just out of concern for me as a friend..
i treasure the sincere care that you all have for me! ((:
may you all be blessed with manymany good friends and may i be there to drop just a simple sms or msn msg when ure feeling downs too! ((:

dear...

ytd was our first mth..
thou it was just a simple mos burger treat dinner from me to you at tm at 9pm.
*triple prawn burger and LARGE ice milk tea!* = contented us!! ((:
-as we are too busy speaking to one another during the evening-
i heartx the cross necklace tt u gotten from couple lab for me! thanksss ((: and the love letter!!
*it funny cuz it was hand written on cutted up paper -my boyy artwork *cough* haha..-
the letter in the bottle super meaningful! ((: it bought us many smiles and laughters! lols
i have always wanted to have a cross pendant.and my dear knows that i have been wearing my apple pendant always. so he wanted to get me a present that i will wear always and yes dear.
i will wear it alwayss esp when ure off one week of vacation nxt wk so tt give me strength when im missing youu((: *im so gg to get it engraved my name too!*
sorry i didnt get ur card written in time..but yesh..i pass it to you when i have written all nicely kies? (:
i love my day ytd! ((: andand..
i still wanna do zoo n secret garden stills! ((:

many plans intially .trip to the zoo.secret garden dinner.loading pics into fb.blogging about the nice things that we have done tgt.AND just spending the whole day tgt doing fun things!
but god chose to give us a hundle to cross ytd for our 1 mth anniversary..

nw thinking of it..it isnt tt all bad at all.. cuz i do believe that there are many ways that god can bless our relationship.. and by making us gg though this hundle we will learn new things about each other *ure right on the fact that at every stage of life we are learning new things about each other.and ure also right to mention that it only by getting into a relationship would you be able to know the person more which you will prolly not know about the person when u two are just friends*

the best present that god has gave us ytd is to make us both realise how much we truely love one another. ((:

the simple reflections on how we cope with our day ytd giving each other private time and also the things we engage ourselves in during tt time and the thoughts we were having in the day for each other clearly suggest that yes we care so much for the other to the extent that we put blame on ourself when the fault wasnt all the fault of urs..

and the honest talk we have in the evening i treasure.. ((:

we didnt promise forever love...
but lets just take things one at a time...
breaking points are inevitable if challenges do come our ways...
and if we truely love one another we will be able to overcome it...
all i can say is im living it all to god's plan...

but one matter i got to admit...
the one thing that you choose to tell me so honestly
i heartx for being so true to me. (:
but..it will stay be there..i cant just accept it all so easily..im sorry..
yeaps..cuz i hold it very close to me..

but all in all
i love you! (:
cuz your shaun-my boyy on the dayy..
08 june 2009
*silly grins*

Entre.Cac(foc).Work(singtel sales promoters and tution with little cousin).Maybe downs with some finance project.
i can dare say..these are all challenges..
but i used to thought that i will be able to manage all..
untils ytd..when im met with an emotional huddle..
i fail once agains..and crumbled..

so many more commitments..
so little time...
i dont even have time to spend with god.and family.

i have never been strong at handling my emotions wells..

i miss going the jap fair with my bestie at tamp tts happening nws..
and when times are bad.we will always meet up for dessert and it makes us feel betters..
even when one is sharing the probs and e other just simply there to listen
but wells we got to stay strong..since u have been so strong out there..
i got to try just strong too..

today suppose to be a happyhappy day.
all i can say is tt i feel that im really sry.im thankful for the morn call..
and i dun wanna elaborate more on what i wanna tell you thou my blog.
it isnt sth i wanna share with everyone. cuz i do believe that we shld talk things up.
just that to be honest i didnt slp wells ytd.so reason why i dont wanna meet you up today is...
im not logical enough to talk. and i dont wanna say things that i might regret it.

for nows..im little lost in my own world..
maybe i should just take time off today to spend with myself.

reality has finally hits in...
it hurts... * but i wanna take this chance to thank uu for being so true -i appreciate it loads*
time to go bed..
im dozing off already..
i really dont wish to talk..
im afraid to say the wrong things so i rather keep quiet..

booo!

ytd i fell aslp once i rch home..
i think its was 1am?
i wanted to forward some email..
but i left the comm on..and went to slpp..

*napp bugs was all over me ytd! :x*

woke up early in the morn..
did marketing with my family! ((:
niceeee..
i love the family quality timeeee..
cuz i can get to spend with them all that
have happen to me in tt week! ((:
and also listen to theirs as wells~
i heartx my family.
i know that they super care and concern for me too! ((:

2 napp bugs bites of the day...

when i got home..
i settle some work..
1.then i went to napp..
cuz i only sleep for 3 hrs the night before..
napped frm 11plus to 1plus..
*thanks dear for the wake up call* ((:
really slppie..
got up.changed up.n lunched..
but was abit laggy in doing all..so i was late for the day..
make way to do modern arts studio to collect payment..

4 significant situations that show that e late bug is pestering jocelynn >.< 1.pushing my appt from 1pm-230pm-245pm..
and i rch only at 250pm! ):
okiesokies..at least i msg the person that i will be late..if im gg to be late alittle ealier than the time im meeting him...but MR chuang is a nice man!! (:
i feel really badd. :x but i will try harder to be on time *promise*

2.then i was late for meeting once agains...
entre.meeting. but the rest wasnt much early too! in fact i wasnt the lastest! :X hahahaha..
good meeting but seems like theres is many things tt is gg to be done!! )):
like for example..tdy we are so on the ball tt today we are having another meeting! >< color="#9999ff">3.i make my boyy waited for me for 45mins!! )):
he didnt wanna trouble my family so he didnt come up. ._.
tts really swt of my boyy..
and my boyy knows tt i really wanna get sth for his mum cuz ytd shaun's family dinner at his home was a bday celebration for his mum! ((: and the parents are nice enough to invite me over for dinner..so i keep insisting tt i wanna get sth.. *too bad the bday cake was gotten by the sis alrd* so..my boyy SUPER nice to his girl..so he went to get two tubs of bens and jerry ice cream on behalf of me..whiles i was up at my place washing up! lols..thanksss! ((: *they are my faves favours too -so coincedence* heex.
super SORRY!
it was my contact lens fault..
first time washing a new brand..wasnt too used to it.. :x
so i took alittle longer..
thanks to dad.mum.cousin for being so concern! ((:
it just my silliness tt im cant use the contacts properly ytd! haha..
i know it really NICE of you to wait for me for so v longg! ((: *appreciate it alots!*
*seriously im thankful-even till nws when i think abt it*
DINNER was good (:
i was really make to feel very much like im at home ((:
from just this simple dinner with his family...
i really got to know the family more. esp my boyy (:
Shaun's mum can really cook.. she prepared alot of nice dishes!
i love spicy food! ((:
thou my boyy cant take spicy food.. i heartx you nonetheless..

why not this boy??
i learn how to cook? and...
you learn how to take more spicy stuff?
DEAL? ((:

after dinner..
my boyy and ii head down to eileen's 21st bday party. ((:
4.was late for the cake cutting! ):
sorry...but i went stills! so u shld be touched! ((:
but i can tell tt you really enjoyed urself! (:
camwhores! and chit chat alittle..stayed alittle longer.
left soon after...
went to shaun's place.
nxt wk agenda planned and decided (: sounds funnn..
headed home before 12am..
washed up..
wanted to send emails and chat chit with bestie..
but i fell aslp!! 2.dozed off without switching off my comm! :x
haha..

busy head aheaddd.. (:

im running late as usual...
byesss! ((:

*hurs bag*
shld i get it?
-pondering hard-

ohh..i wanted to post..

heres the gift from little jocelyn to my little shaun!

hees!

boo!

*BEAMS*
ytd was a NICE day;

woke up in the morning..
went to dear's place..
wanted to give him a little *surprise*
he was still sleeping! haha.
wanted to pass him some mosturising cream and alittle gift! ((:
n the most appropriate time to give it to him was the morn..
"wonderful egg in the morn"
haha..my dear lappie got no mouse pad.and arm rest.
and he spends most of the time with his lappie at home
without even having his breakfast.. *cuz someone wakes up so late :x *
so i thought this would be the most appropriate! haha..
i really think alot in this gift! *thou its a small gift*
dear is rty..i really think alot! LOLs;
treasure the smiley eggie!
hope it brings you smiles for the beginning of each new day ((:

dear did lunched with me at bubble tea valley! (:
thou dear didnt find his main good ):
overall lunch wasnt too bad..cuz of our BUBBLE tea! ((:
*im addicted to bubble tea recently.. =d

then i went to tution my cousin.
was late..*cuz it was raining*
little cousin vv nottie..
nws i know the meaning of love.hate! :x
he told me..he has done his hw and someone has erase it off! >_< what theee! lols..
i keep asking.he keeps insisting..but finally im glad he admitted nt doing! silly boyy!
hahaha..i got to try harder to help him learn!! *stresss* lols..
iim giving him tution tmr...hopefully he will do his hw tt i have given him..cuz i promise to treat him bubble tea if he does his work! lols.. *me and my bubble tea*

off to church...
was late agains!
i prayed for repent..
GOD
i sincerely prayed that i will attend be a good girl and go for sat.bs and church service this coming wk!! ((:
thanks sweedy and ethel!! ((:
i love sweedy dear..u got me as ur sister whenever you need me kies? (:

rushed to meet friends for dinner
sichuan steamboat at shaw tower!
was vvv late..
was vvv lost in direction too! haha..
but the COMPANY was great! (:
we crapped alottt..really cool to have this *FAMILY*
the food was average..
and i have my filll!! :X *we are super piggish* haha
good dinner outing before the two guy friends enter into ns..
its was the girls' treat!
after dinner..they went to dessert..*heard it was the guys' treat! *
i miss it sobsobx!!
but its okies..i left early cuz my dear came down just to pick me up!((:
wanted to go chills at cheesecake! ><
but i was full and cldnt stay out late..
so we went to ehub mac cafe for orea cheesecake and ice jasmine green tea! (:
it is equally swt! ((:

thanks dear for sending me homeee! (:
and yesyes.
nap bug and late bug is bugging us! lols..

off to napped ..
a long day ahead..
hope it will be fun!
woke up real early today to do marketing and breakfast with familyyy ((:
good quality family time spend i love ((:

nxt wk no work!!
finally some time to rest for little jocelyn! ((:

boo!

haha..thanks to the horoscope compatibility thinging!
i was googling ytd..
late at night best time to emo..
zzz..

and someone slept on meytd! *cough* haha..
but thx to tt im rewarded with a nice miss clarity lunch treat
*yays* it isnt tt all bad rty? -thanks!! (:
i love doing lunch with my dear~
andd i feel tt whenever we engage in convo..
we always learn new things about each other! (:
after lunching..we met alex.wulei.and yisi.pak soon arrive too! we were all lateeee! :x
haha..shopping was good (:
though there are many at times..i stop to look at clothes! gulity for making the guys keep pausing to wait..and im thankful to have yisi to see see with me.. >_<>

shaunn.
he is my boyy! (:
i heartx him
<3 color="#999999">i think in the past..
i used to be think alot..
and get confused..and look for friends for comforts..
listening to all advises and trying to come up with a best solution from all their advises.
but i realise it is not the case..
i still do think alot..
just tt i complain to my friends..hear their advises..
prayed to god..and make my own decision (:
its seems to work betters.. (:
i think drowning in sorrows is not the best solution..
and thinking of all possible ways on how sth will go wrong shldnt be the way we look at things too.but in fact it is how we wish to overcome all these probs and dealing with them bravely and logically that makes things work! (:

*woots* i sound so chims!! hahaha..

okiesokies!
backs to the part on my specials thanks to lovely angels in my lifeee..

dad.mum.granny.
thanks for bringing me into this world (:

shaun.sister.weizhi.farhan.
people who knows me inside out (:

junyuan.jiahe.max.alex..
for all the wise advises and encouragements when im downs.in uni..

sutee.daniel.sweedy.ethel.tingan.alan.daryl.cherie. *my special ones who brought me to know god more* ALL my other spirtual sister and brothers!

all my working pals! -to help me pull thou disgusting work.. at times..
entre ppl -the disgusting slpless nights of rushing reports .. =X

MAS friends. aiting and co.eileen and co.xiaowen and co.selina and co.shoan and co. orientation camps friends. -company to pull thou disgusting mas sem tgt! (:

simple four!
JC friends. im making an effort to know them btrs! its never too late.. (:

sacians.
band.yc*square*.steph.my fellow badge of band members!.sax section.
sylvia*part time bestie aka toliet buddie* .cheryl.and CO.

CAC
aemi.
drumzout com08.
pageant pals08.
foc com09.
and manymany moreeee!

i thanks you..
with you all..
im who im nw..
i feel blessed..
and i just wanna treat everyone with a sincere heart! (:

i will always keep the childlike faith that i have in god in me... nvr wanna lose it! (:

me thinking too much?
maybes...

weizhi... *my antidote*
i cant wait to speak to you tonight..
11pm. (:

BREAK-from-WORK!! ((:

there are indeed many things that this simple me would like to share..
but than agains..
it seems like it would be endless..
so im lazie to txt :x
haha..

work..
been an interesting learning experience!
new exposure to different situations and people. (:
but..the welfare of this job.not the best.
i suppose? :x haha..

sometimes there are instances whereby you really wish to say many things to someone..
but you arent sure who you shld speak to! so i chose to keep things to myself..
i used to share all my problems with my bestie..but i know she is having her exams nws..
but thankfully we saw each other online just nws.. (: this thurs 11pm..(overseas) phone besties' date! ((: many many updates! if i can stills remember..

god hear my prayers..and sent many angels *my friends* and *family* to accompany me this badbad day..
so my badbad day become endurable..

sometimes i really wish i can tell for myself how much exactly do you care for me.. ._.

misses

sleep is my best medicine! ((:
i should stop thinking so much~

jeanette
nus arts
psalm 27:4

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry let me live to serve your call
in my life, Your will be done


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