breakfast with sister..(:
10 promises to my dog ..nice showww. i like the puppy! (:
left to settle some contract paper work for my convocation booklet! good stuff!
met sister to do shopping at tamp1.. *thou im alittle gulity to be the one which is more enthu with the shopping..got carried away.. tralalala.. i wanna earn more money..to have money to get some prettie and simple tops. ((: outfitters and split i loveees!
came home..napped..woke up at 6plus..head down to function room to have dinner buffet.. famiy gathering.. (: had to leave early for my marathon! the marathon is cool! thx to ethel and sweedy! haha..we are 3 lovely sisters who stood by each other and completed the race tgt. haha..we talk the most out theres ii think? haha..no wonder we always got no energy to run.. im proud of Sweedy! *super hug* glad u make thou the whole 10 km! ((:

when the adidas sundown marathon ambassadors stand at the finishing line to distribute out mineral bottles of watert o exhausted souls that have completed their marathon to drink up. many may feel delighted? joyful?
tdy..
I was feeling ..
i cant explain as wells..
i was surprised that it was my ex who was there to pass me water and checking how i was doing after my 10km run..
the concern he used to shower on me...
its has been a mth since we last chit chat...
didnt know tt you have been reading my blog all this whiles...
was happy to see you theres thou...

sweedy ask me...sis ask me...
i believe in fate..when things do not belong to you..it wont?

simple and plain character girls maybs likeable by others...
but maybs others may think twice before they choose to like this *type* of girls.

jocelyn is a happy girl...
she needs not head to school tmr...
as she has solve her pw and pin! (:

yaysss!

off to bed (:

napped.
up to acc sis watch soccer..
sis got slppie and sianed by match..
switched off the tvee before match ended..
and off to bed..haha..so im heres to blogg..
and then go backs to bed! lolss.
liverpool stills rock the most! ..nxt season! ((:

had an interesting day today..
today was supposed to be my first day at work as a -ntuc.nebo membership promoter- at ehub. haha..but after 2hrs of trg..i feel tt the job is just not suitable for me.and im really would be happier doing my things during the time spend at work! :x so i quitted..
classic lorhss! haha..so ii was jobless then..
but then..sweedy sms-ed me.the singtel promoter job..-its seems more fun just tt the pay isnt as good as my previous 2hr job! lols-
thenthen..i was thinking of making a phone call tmr morn..
my cousin recommend me a job tt requires me to work as a sg ambassador for some international conference held in sg..Its a 6 days event. woots~
the experience totally excited me up! *beams* -cuz it will be a good learning experience for me-

adding on to tt..
had HTHT session with mum. -i realise all mums are the same.they are always so v concern for their child and wants the v best for them.sometimes its to the extent that they can be overly protective- i cant judge mans.*cuz im yet a mum myself! lolsss* i just wanted to be her listening ear.so tt she can poured it all out and feel better from it.. *will keep her in my prayer*
after dinner..
dad.sis and ii had HTHT session at yakun cafe at whitesands. It was great..i tot them abt my fright night recee-ing! heex.. MEGA thanks to ALL those who encourage me on to overcome my *fright.night* fear~
ltrs in the night..sis and ii were having a great time playing board games..childhood memories. >_<

my decision upon which church i feel comfortable with and can grow in is fixed..
and yeshyesh i will try harder to slot in qt and do my daily bread even thou im busyy..

personal thoughts..
Life should not be solely just revolve about religion. But religion can serve as a good guidance in our principal of life..

blogging has become a daily personal reflection instead of personal recollections of all the happening of the day or days- depending on the frequency of the blog entries. :x
GOODGOOD..i like this change..thou reflections you will be able to gain more insights into many things -weizhi said so.i remembered-

busy and fulfilling hols ((:

weizhi.how have u been doing? OKIES ma? ((:

off to beddd..
i wanna slp late for tmrrrrr..heeexx

Ben 10 bday cake for my little cousin ((:
Just done researching..haha!
hmms..this wk..
3 main agenda..
meetings.part time work.and marathon.
focus!

entre..
ahss.im abit laggy in tt recently..got tied up quite abit.. :x
got to try do abit of work in the night tdy when i returned home from cac meeting..

loves busy lifee..
fufilling ((:

hmms..hope Im will be able to find time to do some meeting ups with some friends soonn (:

reflections:

Am i blessed?
often people always feel that to be blessed they need to feel a sense of fufillment in life..
then agains i ask myself is there really a point when one feels totally satisfy with all aspects of life..so lets just say that when you are living in this world..just do everything to your best of ability..and have no regrets..success are meant to motivate one to achieve even bigger aims in life..what about failures then? they are just challenges to make one stronger..

oh wells..
it easy to be said than done..
but all humans are not perfect..
we are learning as we journey-ed thou life..

so jocelyn got to jiayouss!
shldnt let emotions rule her head..
im keen to learn to be a better person..
work.relationships with people.and developing my faith (:
balance ALL 3 is vvv IMPT~

i love my super dad..who has always been there to support me.. ((:
he is the one tt has done the most in moulding this jocelyn!

superdad: have u found your truelove yet? -sincere concern look and alittle informal giggle-
me: i dunnoes...how do u know who is your truelove?
superdad: the answer is only one tt you can answer.. he must be someone that you deem comfortable to spend your rest of life with..*dad wont be here to accompany you though your life* and its btws you and him and the family -you two will work tgt hand in hand.. mutual understanding is v impt..
i heartx my dad (:
i heartx my spirtual dad too! (: -god thanks for making me stay so faithful to you

ohh..not forgetting my mum and sis i love them just as much! haha..

hmmss..

my uncle just phoned me up to ask for a cake shop recommendation..
my little cousin is getting his birthday cake from where I was suppose to get my 21st birthday cake from..the cakes there are vv NICE! happy for him..bets he is gg to have a cool birthday cake from ecreative! ((:

saddly..
i didnt have the pretty birthday cake that really wanted to have from theres...
as my party was cancelled...
just alittle )):

tonight last match for all english clubs for the season ((:
liverpool and manu timing clashes!! nice one..
haha..sister requested to watch 2nd half of the match!
meaning i can only watch first half of the match )):
what theeeee..hahaha..

hope i can get my ntu.pw resolve soonn..
haha..i wanna check my grades!
thou im fear for the worst as wells!
funny me!! =X

off to entre project meetinggg...

i LOVE my sister!! ((:

we can catch up more tonight..

hope ur do just fines for mid year exams! (:

i have lost my ntu.mail pw..
lols.cant check my results!! ..
fated laaa..haha..

30 may
10km adidas sundown marathon with sweedy and ethel!! (:
chuied..tried running 2km tdy..alr die-ing..haha!
i need motivation to trn ):

im off for popeyes lunch with juleee! tralalala...

yesh im jocelyn here.. haha..

met up with my bestie ytd to chills after dinner at tamp..
i didnt have to say anything..
and she can tells that im emo-ing..
how can u tells?? hmms..

im was doing all e listening to whatever she was sharing..
about her cousin wedding..okies its really sweet!! ((:

i really nt sure if i do believe in soul mates..
im losing faith in it...
*thou i really wish i would be able to find my truelove thats loves to keep things simple as wells*

its really great to see how wz has grown and become a
more confident and matured young lady..prehaps oversea
education is indeed as what she says more enriching..
but althou we are separated for so so long..when we met
i feel so so comfortable..i miss her presence to guide me..
whenever im emo-ing..she mention that she might be
staying aussie to work..as the job opportunity theres is btrs..
of course i wish her wells..but honestly it hurts alot..cuz a bestie
who knows me inside out is nt gg to be by my side anymores..
yesh..i dont deny im an emo weakling..my family and bestie knows
it all..

this wk
i got entre biz plan.and meeting.
cac.biz mag matters and go to studios with jiahe to learn how to approach advertisers.
meet ups which i have alr promised to all my frens out theres! haha..

today.
lunch with sis and mum after sis exams.picking her up after her dreaded arts exams paper! haha.
job interview at central area. some promoters job..*nt v sure if im really keen on it.*
dinner at tamp1 with church frens at the interesting jap restaurant.
chills out with sweedy and ether ((: finallyyy..

tmr.
breakfast with granny and sister!
ECP cycling! ((: sisters love ice cream chef! ((:
tagged along with jiahe for cac matters.
dinner with part time BFF sylvia ((:

thurs.
*cac matters due*
breakfast with WZ (:
i got a movie treat! haha..
dinner at cityhall with shannie and sheena! (:
movie with faan and sister at tamp..
2 movies a day! gees

fri.
*entre report due*
meet up with julee for lunch at airport to chills out! faves popoeyes.
dinner with steph and cherie at blk 85 market (: - our sec sch memories..

sat.
in e day-ntu alumni day at wildwild wet gg as helper. (:

sun.
church..
peis my family for the rest of the day! ((:

i prayed for strength to spend a fruitful week ahead! (:
to get myself busy is the best way not to think too much into things. :x
whenever things are hard just put a smile on your face and says to yourself jiayous!!
and work things out bit by bit..only then u would be able to work out many things worhs! (:

i totally HEARTX tdyy...
stay home to slack...totally refreshing..
i even napped in the noon.. ((: and
pampered with good home cooked food and good drama series (:
just that the liverpool match was disappointingly boringg.. :x
did sm reflection abt my previous wk ((: -feeling all smileyyy!

whats news? nxt wk is gg to be a hectic wk!
but jocelyn is STRONG and is keen to learn as much as possible frm this new wk.. woots~

tmrtmr.
call up - ntu convocation matters.
meeting at esplanade lib in the noon- entre biz plan proposal -due on this fri.
dinner with BESTIE! i hopeee; super MISSES! ):

sister last day of exams *best of luck* -cant wait to go out shopp and eat good food with u! ((:
my lil cousin whom i tutioned for has his last paper is tmr too! haha.. *he claims eng and maths papers were easie! keep my fingers cross*
shall reward u two kids after exams!! ((:

sth RANDOM happened..
my sec 4 teacher msged a few of us to ask if we wanna meet up?
out of all students.me??..i wasnt her favourite student lorh.
its like ages since we left sec sch!! haha..
but cool stuff! if most can make it .i dun minds..
it wld be interesting!! ha..

may is a month of blessing ((:

whenever you see someone in need, reach out to them to lend them a helping hand yeahs? (:

As for me...i would like to keep them in my daily prayer and blessed them.

i prayed tha you would be with me..,
and yes god you are so very good (:
you heard my childlike prayer and brought
me close to you once agains (:
have faith in god. he is almighty (:

be true to yourself always...

this wk is ending..
and a hectic nxt wk i cming rty up!

im all set ((:

sometimes i would emoo..
maybs i just needed some encouragement at times to keep gg
jocelyn.you got to believe in yourself! ((:

the wk has been greattt! (:

this wk is gg to get real.real busyyy! :x

things to do.
entre:
-do biz plan.
-biz plan presentation this sat
>going wenhan's place on wed noon for meeting.
cac:
-call up pending sponsorships.
-call up photos studios for convocation booklet.
-check up the tourism companies in sg.
>i shall start tonight.
tution:
-lil cousin. tues-thurs 8-930pm. *upon requested by him.* at home. tgt with sis ((:
no choice lorhs..he cant even do simple prob sums. im quite worried! ): tts why i decided to help him for tution this may to try to see how i can help him thou this mid year. *pray for the best!*
outings:
meet sweedy! *30 may!! * -im so nt training ..haha. but keep eating sinful food! :x
steph. really hope ure doing fine! (: meet you sm time this wk i hope? (: -blk 85 our loves! (:

helping out with sheena with some HIV campaign competition this fri.
i hope our mutual frens CAC.FOC fellow members will come down to support us if they are frees!! (:

sis called my ytd during dinner time to share with me a super good news! ((:
i soso touched..at least i was remembered and she wanted to share this gd news
with me thou i wasnt home!! im happy for yeahs!!. just tt im dead tired ytd so i didnt give a super high and happy response tt u wanted! lols..
BUT sister.i prayed hard tt u wld see miracles..nw tt u see it..
do mug hard for mid year exams kies? stay motivated! and all the best! tues-thurs night i wld be home to peis u study! ways to goo..
friday my event u wanna go downs to support ma? (: -since ure done le.

weizhi is cming backss..
is supper on 14 may at whitesands hk cafe stills on? (:

THIS SAT! ((:
family dinner! DELICATED to my BELOVED MUM
belated mother's day celebration. sis and i was bz last sat.
yays! treat her to good food! =)

xmen movie with sis n faan.on sun? (:

i just prayed for strength to PRESS on for this challenging wk ahead! (:

today is daryl's 21st bday!
happyhappy birthday! (:
May your faith in God grows stronger day by day!
meet up with yeahs..after ching's exams? cuz ching preferred tt way. (:
we can have a meal all 5 tgt! -shannie and mannie too! (:

BOO!

im bored..
haha..slept for 11 hrs??
but im stills tireddd. :x

haha..was meddling ards with new hp..
[taking pics at first with my doggie only.then i decide to be involved too!] =d

waiting to go out have lunch with simply four at orchard..
im lazieeeeee..haha..but i promise them le.
so i wld get my lazie self out of my hse!! haha.

spms senior camp tmr..
why it doesnt feel at all so sn to me! haha.


((:


give you my cap! ((:


loves;


black and white! lols


tired.. im always slpppies..geex

sobx..

my acc got hacked..
i have lost all my email contacts!! ):
i would be uncontactable via email..

freakie! )): -i hope im thinking too much..but the person who hacked into my acc doesnt seem to me to be all so simple! ..im scared to go out of my hse nws.. tmr im stills gg out dehs ):

sians..

and i just got my new hp!! ((:
something im super duper happy abt..
cuz i bought w my own money!! ((:

but silly me..forget to save my mobile contacts into my sim card..
then i trade in my old hp! *puffs*

im out of the world nw! :l

im gg to keep positive! (:

this morning mess after our healthy subway breakfast!! LOLs



our comfort food XD honey malt crunch! ((:



love the pics..but nt the ice cream! lols..



our art pieces! lols



YC *square* friends forever!! ((:

boo!!

ytd rockss! ((:

went to pick sis up from sch in the noon for gelare at dte cuz she was moodies..
nice comfort food! ((:
talk things out..
hope it was motivational enuff for her.. jiayousss for ur midyear exams! ((:

went to nebo cafe to hand in application form for part time job..
hmms..e job scope isnt v interesting..
abit boring and low pay.. sad-ed..
more job offers pleeasse.. hahaha..*demanding*

went back home..sis freaks me out w sm news
on my hotmail acc being intruded by sm stranger
who spoke to her on msn!! >:( hope it just a
one time off thing!..cuz we r both frightened by it lorhs .
my parents too..haha..esp when i was gg out for the night ytd.
*i tink it must be tt i forget to logged out my msn
smwheres.. :x shrugs~ *

went to check out hp at tamp singtel with fammily.
COol stuff.
i decided to get myee w705 le! ((:
-lazie to reason it all out here.but yesh! ((:
today.todayyy! then i would have a walkman phone! haha..
then i can would have a music gadget! ((: it like so long ago..
ever since my mp3 player die-ed on me.
hahaha..im a cheapo! =d hmms.. lols.

met YC*square*
the last outing we met was 7 april!!
they claimed i was too busy to meet up always!
wheres got?? lols.. maybs just a few times i got last min changes!! haha.
but i do make effort to make time for u all de! ((: -esp this hols.
nxt outing TCC t3 overnight chilling out! ((: -charlene quick get ur driving license.=)
Popeyes Dinner. *unhealthy but they decided to give in to me-cuz i got craving! ((:*
and tala..im having a sore throat nws )):
Pics. * i was mia-ing for a few cuz i was interrupted by max on sm cac stuff- opps. LOLs*
Mr Bean Soya Milk Ice Cream *which char and me claim to be drunk after tt* lols.
AND
Opposite! -qin and xian are just really funny twins!!-

CHARMING charlene.
CARING qin
CLUMSY xian
CHEERFUL jocelyn

soul mates for life.
sac sec sch bandmates ((:

subway breakfast at dte w sis *thumbs up*
gg to meet steph soonn..
nt gg to meet sweedy and co le..another day bahs..
cuz theres is changes to my plans for the day today we go out play tgt! haha..
stills waiting for you to jio me go out to train for marathon! lols..
cuz sis got elearning tdy so im pei-ing her at home while she mugg.i slack! ((:
getting my new hp ltrs hopefully -with my dad and sis ! ((:
hmm.tutioning lil cousin and sis ltrs.
shld i drop by sheena hse tonight? lols.

i love the month of may! ((:

super brownian motion happened jus happened whiles im blogging! :x
my hotmail acc was doubled signed in tdy agains.
when im on msn..and i got signed out-it claimed to be signed in by elseone! *gulps*
i changed my pw..
and someone which i
didnt add before spoke to me on msn and asked me
why i added the person? i refused to reply..
this is nt the first time this person which is nt in my contact list asking me why i add the person le.. )): i remember the email acc. :x

)): whats all this!!
im abit frightened nws! ><

morninggg!

having my toast breakfast and typing my way thou.. lols..

busy week ahead..

decided to go for.
-visit steph (: -got to give her the support she needs nws..
-jio-ed by faan to meet up over lunch time -okies im being nice to go downs to have lunch with u this good pal of mine! haha..
-sweedy and co! (: -vball playout! -hopefully i dont get injured by the ball! haha.i dont really like volley ball! haha..and we badly need to train for our marathon on 30 may!! lols.
-simply four (: -orchard for movies and lunch! (:
-daryl's (my spiritual bro) 21bday celebration with jcs frenss! (:
-attending spms senior camp-must be responsible chap! lols -im proud of this decision of mine!
-tutioning of sis and little cousin. *free labour* ): -i feel like im taking exams all agains! haha..
-meeting up with sheena to get some artie craft done ups prolly at night! haha.since we stay so near each other.
-nxt mon-cac meeting! (: gotham penthouse..didnt answer my call upon me calling backs after receiving a missed call from them! :x sad-ed

today..
get some entre work done.
hand in application forms for some part time job at nebo. for some road show de..
*flexi hours!! ..i hope my application gets thou* ((: -i need money to aid my spending! lols
last day to ponder over my hp issue! =D
yc*square meeting up.. POPEYES dinner at airport -our fave hang out place! ((: *excited*
-these group of gurls rock!! : my sec sch band mates! (:

this morning..
i brownian motion-ed!! lols.
i distributed chocos to the cleaners around my place.and the kopi aunties who sold me my breakfast(:
im full of crap!! .. -.-
but i feel blessed to give..reallyy ((:

busy i may be..
but im stills frees to txt- *sms*

bestie would be cming backs real soon!
-24/7- ((:

im all smiley.

wishing all a great wk ahead! (:
mugg hard to all having exams!! *cherie stops slacking! *cough-dont be like meee* haha
my 10 blessed souls! ure wld be remembered in my prayer everyday! (:

ytd

was out whole dayy
has fun!!
we were all set in learning knitting and our teacher is sheena! ((:
just tt i was too tired.. sry to my gurls! *while u all are learning how to knit all raffles city starbucks i was sleeping! lols. too shagggs! =d *
but settled many things ytd.which is good (: i love chocos ((:

today..

i shall blog whenever i feel like telling someone my truest feelings..
sometimes i feel that blogging is the best way to reflect and also the
best person to talk to..as matters of this.might nt seems all so interesting
to people and they might be bored to listen.i wanna change this blog into something
so special that i can speak the good of god to anyone! ((:
-i dont wanna influence anyone to be a christian i just wanna share the good of god(:

okies..
this morning.
just this morning.
i experience life and death.
funny it may sounds.
but.
i went to ehub for toast breakfast.
i saw this cute this 7 mths old girl
*which i mistook as a boy!* =d
but i was stills playing with her.
and she was all smiley..
and went i got home. i recieved a
msg from my fren to say that her
granny has just passed on.
i know how much my fren treasures
and admires her.initially our plan
is to visit her on thurs in the hospital.
cuz i wanted to see this person in which
she claims to have a heart of gold.
but i guess.sometimes somethings are
just so unpredictable..
i prolly wanna go to her wake this thurs
morning.since i alr planned to go see her.
i believe my fren's granny time has come.and
she has done all good.and left the world peacefully
i prayed that she would be in good hands
after living this world.. (:

guess what.this cldnt all be all coincidence im gg out tamp1 with my granny soon..
yesh..maybs i should treasure ppl arounds me so that i wont have any regrets..
lunch-ing with mum n granny.
coaching cherie and cheryl maths (they are having mid year exams) at 201 macs! lols; i hope im of HELP! haha..
family dinner!
family outing..i wanna get my w705 tdy! ((:
*okies maybs i badly need a part time job to satisfy my hols spending!! ): *
night.i shall try to work on my entre research! hope i dont dozed off! :x

my sis.fellow juniors.simply four that are having exams. MUG HARD.
i would keep you all in my prayer.i hope ull be blessed in the way im blessed for my exams! (:

friday im gg to miss my first bible studies-
but i felt a need to stay home to help my cousin and sister at tutioning.cuz they are having exams so i believe that this is indeed more impt.since my weekends wld be given to spms senior camp (:
sun i would be mia-ing for church service :x
i would be in spms senior camp. (:
i believing in striving a balance in work and spending qt with god! (:

may is a month of blessing! (:

everyone needs to be loved! (:
listen to your heart! (:

happyy noteee;
bestieeeeeee!
14 may!!!!!! (:
9 more dayss!
quickquick!! hahahaha..
ure one of the 10 of ppl im praying for in the month of may!! (:
jiayous theres!!
LOVES!

reflection:

*
sensitive the content maybe..
i just wanna blog abt this.
cuz its my truest feeling
and yes i wanna remind myself that this is the special day
when i see all man equal as my bro and sis. (:

today i went church service..
thanksthanks!
god u have nvr leave me on the lurch whenever i need help most.
the night before i was moodies and all confused..
but today during church i felt calm..
i knew god has given me a new life..
it a unexplainable feeling really..i just knew god want me to live
the way he wants me to live..
i suddenly felt that results and achievements are secondary.and doing of
spirtual good is what i wld try my best to attain..
i got a strong feeling that everyone arounds me are my brothers and sisters.
many at times.selfish human nature tends to distant ourselves with one another.
but think agains.what makes us different? we are all god's child.
as long as we are willing to repent and believe in god.he will show us tt he is all
mighty and he is able to perform miracles..i have experience this power of his
during my exams period..thou my papers sux..but he gave me strength to press
on mugging and moral support from my frens and family to encourage me..
i just hope that i will learn to grow to be like a living example of god.
its nt gg to be easie..but im willing to try..cuz i believe god will be with me..as long
as im willing to trust him..faithful i will be..i wish to lead life to the fullest.. (:
its a blessing to give..

after receiving so much..

im called by god to nw choose 10 ppl to bless..
and i have decided..these ppl shall be those who have
helped me most in this exams period (:
just wanna prayed for them for this month of may
*

i just wish to take things naturally~

as for nows..
let me follow what my hearts truely wanna do. (:

nxt wkk gg to be packedddd! (:
tutions.outings.senior camps.meeting.bday celebration.
smiley jocelyn is excited about the 3 mths hols! ((:

mood: im unsure of it myself.

I wanna live life to the fullest always.

jocelyn.
jiayous!

only you.yourself would know it best.
._.

quiet time is impt
slp is even more impt.

jeanette
nus arts
psalm 27:4

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry let me live to serve your call
in my life, Your will be done


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