simplyy ME (:

2010-09-17T15:32:00.002+08:00

i like! ((:

2010-08-17T10:44:00.003+08:00

REFRESH AM I!! ((:

Thanks You, Lord.

Ytd was awesome!

Take care of the young lady youtub-ing...
met up with my beloved sister JIABI at JCO! Cappucinoss and donutss HAPPINESS~
met up with daryl bro for SUDOKU MACHA! -green tea craves-

Very encouraging conversations i had. Many interesting things lining up for me! yipees! (:

Had extended quiet time this morning. Feeling great. (:

Going out with my granny today... and also making a trip down to ALIVE gallery!

I have joy in my heart~ (:

2010-08-14T09:30:00.003+08:00

i thought i was leaving strong...

untils this morning when i take a step back to think...

This song really sum up what im feeling now...

God i just want to pray for him.

2010-07-31T15:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY INTERN IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! ((:

Last week was awesome!

macs spicy nuggets,soup restaurant,sushi tei,ding tai fung,delifrance lunch treats!

all on my last week.

Presents too!

I will be heading back on next friday to have NDP lunch with my colleagues!! ((:

SHALL enjoy my weekend FULLY! and...

Got to be good to do my report next week!

Loves sat!

Treating my family to korean food- at central. An awesome place!

And also... treating my sister to midnight movie tonight.

Double celebration for my post internship and also an encouragement to my sister to press on for her preparation for her AUGUST prelims for her O-level. (:

The title of the movie is...

JOCELYN is a HAPPY child of GOD.

August is simply going to be GREAT!!((:

2010-07-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

This weekend has been fruitful!! ((:

On sat.
I spend quality time with my mum;
simple yet i treasure.
Went to my colleage's wedding. It my first ever malay wedding invitation! nice~
Met up with MANNIE! chills at HK cafe for bites and drinks.
CATCH UP ALOT! ((:
Went to TUF-fers welcome TEA in the night!!
Had GOOD time to get to know one another. MANNIE was with me. *Sweets*

On sun.
Wake up early. Time to praise HIS holy name!
Reach church at 815am tgt with MANNIE. Service was AWESOME!
Had Brunch fellowship with Mannie,Luke,Weixiang and Hon Wai.
Head on to the esplanade concert hall to watch the International Band Festival Open Division Competition. Nice! (: althou mannie and i were both tired! But we enjoyed ourselves stills. Missed playing in the band... Hong Kong Festival Wind Orchestra, ACJC and Philharmonic Youth winds are my faves few. (: NICE~
Manage to make home in time for family DINNER at home! *YUMS!*
Went to NTUC for grocery shopping with SIS. So happy brought LOADs of Tibits and Snacks!
Slack on com. Watch magic show with sister. And spend time speaking to one another. LOVES her deep down in my heart. (:

Indeed, God has been gracious to me. Thanks giving to you lord.
I prayed for my sister today! And i pass her a bible to be kept with her always.
Amen!(:

A cheerful look brings joy to the heart, and good news gives health to the bones. - proverbs 15:30 ((:

2010-07-10T10:20:00.002+08:00

God is Awesome to me.

I love HIM.FAMILY.CHURCH.(Pastors,sisters,brothers).INTERN!

Thank giving heart! =)

2010-06-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

Today is awesome!!

tennis in the morning. I have learnt to improve on my tennis skills! ((:
then i had awesome lunch. yam porride! ((:
Helped mum little with housework. Off to complete my intern reflection report. ((:
Dinner at waraku at central with family and relatives! ((:

More tennis fellowships coming up... COOL...
This week of work is going to get real interesting!

2010-06-19T09:44:00.002+08:00

ytd work was great!

I was blessed with 3 angels in disguise! ((:

I was making my way to work... thinking whether to get some tea to work...
then i met this friend of mine. He is working last day at tamp branch! and i got a tea treat! ((:

Thens... work... interns happening thread!! haha..

Then i was supposed to do lunch alone because i wanted to read something...
But I was blessed with 2 collegues of mine. having lunch at foodcourt. They invited me to join them for lunch! So i agreed! niceee... We got to know one another better though lunch convo.((:
Then they got to rush out for work. So i got myself an ice kachang dessert and read my book! ((:

MUMMY cook dinner on FRIDAY night! ((:
Love having family dinner at home.

Spoke to dad on my intern! thanks dad for keep my focus... loves!

I am gg to REST my weekends! . Do my reflection assignment. AND look forward to a good week head next because i will be tasked to do new things!! ((:

I give thanks to all things! ((:

love.this.song...

My first time performing for campus drama in church later this evening...
I can do it! ((:

2010-06-19T00:37:00.003+08:00

This song sums it all up!

I love my AWESOME HEAVENLY FATHER, BIOLOGICAL FATHER, SPIRITUAL FATHER!! ((: I feel so blessed.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

2010-06-07T23:29:00.004+08:00

I thank God for 3 things today...

1. lunch fellowship with my praying buddies, lauren and mannie!! =)
2. dinner at home with my family!! =)
3. OFF day from internship for Jocelyn today!! ((:

I really hope my wound heal soonnnnnnnn *-pray-*

2010-05-31T00:54:00.002+08:00

I conquer 21km adidas sundown marathon!! (:
HAD Awesome Fellowship time with Evonne. (:

-i fell, pick myself up and told myself i got to run to the finishing line (it is the same for spiritual run for the lord, never give up!!) : God send Angels to ask if im alright and most willing to help. This are ANGELS = sisters and brothers in CHURCH!! ((:
- a european guy remove this mp3 and smiled at us to spear us on!! ((:
- Met William when the finishing line is near. He decided to run to say hi to us! ((:

FREE ICE CREAM!!!! ((:

Today is my first time ever organising TUF Fellowship!! ((:

AMEN~

2010-05-17T07:43:00.002+08:00

Today is monday. 2nd week of internship!

Have Thine own way, Lord! Have Thine own way!

Thou art the Potter, I am the clay;

Mold me. and makee me after Thy will,

While I am waiting, yielded and stills.

Christians are God's works in progress.

Thanks God, I am a child of God.

HE is my heavenly father.

An sweet and everlasting Companion! ((:

-we are workmanship, created in Christ Jesus. (Ephesians 2:10)

2010-05-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

Thessalonians 5: 16-19
Be joyful always, Pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances. for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

Always enough by casting crowns! =)

This week is going to be a great Week!

2010-05-11T00:25:00.003+08:00

With God's grace, my lateness was a blessing in disguse. Thou i have to pay extra 25 bucks (*thanks to the cab!*) for the travelling but i got to know of this lovely girl called peizhi~ (: She is really very nice!
Orientation was Good. Looking forward to our Friday Core Values Orientation Day. I really hope that my INTERN FIRST day would be good too. (:

It is amazing how blessed I am to be one of the 26 interns to be chosen out of the 500plus interns applicants. (at UOB Bank) I believe God made it all possible. I will try my Best, as there is a reason why HE puts me at where I am. I will jiayous tomorrow!! I manage to get the tamp branch. So near my home. And for my first day of work, I have friends who are meeting me for lunch already. Yays!! ((:

Praise the Lord.((:

BusybumbleBee~
Jocelyn!!

2010-05-08T01:49:00.002+08:00

I am a happy child of GOD! ((:

With God's grace, I have done my best for my exams!! PTL~ ((:

Miss Clarity CAFE~ NiceLunch-ing with my spms friends!! ((:

Family Dinner. Played hyms on my SAX. -i wanna get a soprano sax~ hees!

MY DARLING sister dl-ed for me Hillsongs and Casting Crowns SONGS for my super belated birthday present! *something that i wanted for quite awhiles, i think God knows it. Hence He brought my sister to dl it for me!!* It is the best gift!! *thankful* It is simply sweet! *Hugs!!* MeiMei. God is AWESOME!! STUDY SMART!! ((:

FUN SAT AND SUN AHEAD For Jocelyn before Intern on 10th MAY!! ((:

i declare; i love you my dear heavenly father for always being so gracious to me.
you really provide me at the right time whenever i ask in Jesus Christ name. Amen!! ((:

2010-05-06T01:48:00.002+08:00

God was gracious to my sister today.
God was gracious to my praying buddy, lauren today as wells.

Two thankful souls rejoicing to me how awesome God has MAKE A WAY for them this day.

I was reminded once agains. To set God as core of our life
HE will send all his children the greatest joy that no one can give. nods!! ((:

One last studying day to go... JIAYOUS!! ((:

2010-05-01T08:40:00.001+08:00

Overnight's Prayer Meeting *Thumbs Up!!* ((:

Refreshed.

There's a longing in every heart that only Jesus can satisfy. AMEN!! ((:

2010-04-26T20:31:00.001+08:00

nice!!

Jocelyn Is feeling HAPPY. As I am a child of GOD!! ((:

2010-04-16T09:13:00.003+08:00

Dear God.

Thanks you for hearing my prayer!! ((:

I am so glad you have spoken to me.

I hear you~ I will obey you with JOY!! ((:

I am Thankful to be a child of God.

2010-04-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

in love with this song~ simply trusting GOD. he simply been awesome to me ALL the times!! ((:

I am refreshed and all ready to set off for this WEEK!! Praise ye the Lord!! ((:

I am A Happy Childof GOD. ((:

2010-04-03T10:01:00.003+08:00

Thanks you, Lord ((:

You had heard my prayer as I sincerely seek you this Holy Week.
I fast and pray~ It really was an enlightening week for me to know you even more. ((:
My heavenly father, I thank you for hearing my Prayer.

I just want to REJOICE in your NAME of Most High this EASTER!! ((:

Love this the song: Above ALL ((:

2010-03-29T09:07:00.002+08:00

I am happy child of God giving HIM thanks everyday. ((:

"Oh, give thanks to the lord!" -psalm 105:1

For everything! praise ye the lord! ((:

2010-03-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

Made it for Sunday church with Selina today!! ((:
Service was good. I spend my day have a better understanding of Easter thou a bible discussion with weijie and also we brainstorm on words that relate to childlike faith and we compose a praise song. 2 different variations!!((:
Had good dinner fellowship. In loves with hazelnut ice cream once agains~ ((:
Spend a long time reading the bible today. and even happier because i did it with my sister!! ((:
oh yes and whiles i was reading my bible. me and sister had a FUNNY encounter with a baby lizard.

Happy am i to be a child of God. Amen ((:

John 10:27 : " My sheep listen to My voice"

Lord, teaches me to listen to your voice everyday!

Excited on this coming holy week and Easter!! ((:

2010-03-25T02:23:00.002+08:00

a little cool conversation i had with my dearest praying buddy on msn at wee hours!!

`joce says:
lets not EMO! and lets get ELMO!
lols

lauren says:
HAHAHAHAH
and whenever im emo, i will ask the elmo, why am i emo?
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
i cannot forget man
pkc's words etched in my mind

`joce says:
lols!
im so gg to blog that.
lauren says:
hahahahah!!!

`joce says:
okies! i shall do tt nows.

lauren says:
yayayayyyy!!

`joce says:
hahahhahaha!

High after wed prayer's night meeting and over a dinner fellowship with PKC at WINDY~

Get wells soon to my dearest sister. so that you can celebrate your birthday on FRIDAY happily!! ((:

looking forward to a GOOD Easter!! ((:

I am so HAPPY to be a CHILD of GOD! ((:
In the spirit of joyyyyy!!

2010-03-23T09:47:00.000+08:00

thanks you for hearing my prayers GOD! =)

2010-03-18T03:58:00.002+08:00

nice how friendship can be like. (:

loves HIM!!

Midterms are all over!! =)
wake up call noted. Shall mug hard next week onwards~

happily blessed;

i love God and i trust that he loves me even more!! =)

2010-03-11T12:06:00.002+08:00

I am having a weird habit recently~ haha!
napping at 10pm:
waking up for bread and COFFEE (:
thinking that im all set to mug for the night~
half an hr passed...
distractions with msn and fb.
half an hr passed...
msn and videos on youtube.
and feeling real sleepy...
off to napped to the NEXT morning!
lols!!

okiesokies! im so gulity. with my weird eating and sleeping habit whiles im mugging.
eat.study.napped.
i am having 6meals and sleep 3 times a day~
lols!

2 more cores midterms to go!
jiayous jocelyn! (:
in the midst of it.
i got 2 babies birthday to celebrate for!!
jessis and lauren *my praying buddy!* (:

and after my mid terms will be my sister and mummy birthdays!! *double yays!*

despite being saddddd with MIDTERMS! *which im not good at mugging!!*
but dont get me wrong. i love school more than work!
no amount of sch stress is equivalent to working stress! *nods*

MARCH has been awesome.
there are happy things to look forward too! (:

easter is coming (:
and jocelyn is excited with this upcoming easter *double yays!*

2010-03-10T00:28:00.002+08:00

how irony can things be at times...

when we are at our down-est time, we wish upon God to be with us.
and we believe that he has the power to save us when no man can save us from the situation.

i saw 3 friends of mine expressing this simple act just when im in sch today.
amazing surprising... but pleasantly heartwarming to see how they yearn for prayers and entrusting God to help me thou it. ((:

And when we are all well to do, we find it hard to make time for our God.

I have survived today with God's Strength. (:

2 more core midterms to go. and finals drawing near.
Today shall be a wake up call for me to start focusing in my studies!

night!

2010-03-08T09:18:00.003+08:00

simply nice~

simply awesome~

I like the way Chris Tomlin uses his musical talent to worship the Lord.
Very Encouraging.(:

love this song for this morning! it lifted my spirit up! (:

Today is a Challengingfor me. 2 midterms tmr and my progress is indeed worrying.

But i believe MY God is with me
And with him, I deliver! Amen, (:

how great is our God! ((:

2010-03-07T09:02:00.001+08:00

John 16: May I see how my Heavenly Father can turn my Grief into Joy!
Amen(:

2010-02-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

I gladly surrender myself to God's plan. (:

2010-02-18T02:23:00.003+08:00

Croatian Rhapsody * im so in loves with this song* ((:

trust in the Lord with all your heart

and lean not on your own understanding;

in all your ways acknowledge him,

and he will make your paths straight.

proverbs 3:5-6

2010-02-15T09:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday i learnt the true meaning of forgive and forget. (:
and also i used the power of God's love to speak to all the loved ones that i had to be in contact with. *love my nieces and nephews most-so cute* ((:

It is day 2 of CNY!! ((:
today, shall be the time to seek God's favor...

2010-02-14T10:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO MY LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS!! ((:

One touch from God ((: -love this song-

2010-02-13T16:13:00.003+08:00

mon
I had canvanssing event during the spms week at can b.
It was a fun experience. As i get to do it tgt with Jessie and Lauren!! ((:
thanks to All my friends that came out to support me (^_^)
Celebrated my birthday over dinner at Mahattan Fish Market in Iluma with my cousins!! (:

tues
Had an interview for my internship in the late noon.
meet my lovely simply four girls for dinner at marina square at kenny rogers for dinner!!
i enjoyed the company. ching was very bubbly as usually. and did sth funny with her chicken wrap! =d we did late night cny shopping untils the shops started closing.. wheex.

wed
Receive many birthday gifts. and vday gifts from friends!
Thanksss! ((:
Had sakae sushi with my jcs classmatess!
It was nice catching up and happy.happy cuz we were all gg to meet up on 3rd day of CNY! =D
I went to the drumzout booth to help out little in the canvanssing. didnt had the mood to attend accounting tut make up lesson! :x
Headed home for steamboat DINNER! *simply awesome!*
I had Yummies Mango Birthday Cakie!! (=

And
I recieved a bouquet of flowers from god on my birthday actual birthday!! ((:

Thur
Had good Discovery Series with my 4 babies!! (:
Spend long time slacking my afternoon away with selina before CNY steamboat Fellowship in Nanyang House ((:
I really had a GOOD time!!
Had a nice surprise my these lovely friends of mine *touched*

Fri
Did canvanssing for Drumzout~
Thanks to those friends of mine to came down to support meeeeee! (:
I had got many bears with chocos and even A bear bouquet ((:
Met my family at bedok to do some CNY shopping. Very funnnnn (:
Packed my room... It is neat now. *proud of myself!*

Sat
Chinese New Year Eve is finally here...
happy~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!! ((:

2010-02-10T09:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 22nd birthday to ME! (((:

I love all the MANY fb.sms.msn. birthday wishes!! -feel so very blessed-
It excites me reading though each one of them!! (:
*exceptionally happy for my birthday this year*

steamboat dinner with family and swensens ice cream cake tonight!!
what a feast even before chinese new year. *yays* ((:

I thank God and my Parents for being me to this world on 10 FEB!! *loves*

2010-02-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

tues
had a good expected lunch fellowship tgt with ethel, rachel, jessie, eileen at canb!(:
met selina awhiles to mug accounting! ): dont likeeeee.
then off to 2nd accounting tut for me! * dont undddd!* -blank mind-
i like this psychological STRESS crisis Managemen modulte!! The first elective that i always look forward to attend the lects. the stories are soso nice!!(:
did dinner with my dear babies, jessie and eileen. bumped into alan, adriel, william at can a chatting so we decided to all be friendly and tala. dinner fellowship! how amazing is this. haha! saw ngak and sweedy briefly too!(:

wed
Went to Holland Village starbucks today. super niceeeeee!! *good place to chills!*
In the noon, I met Selina to go for some Finacial Planning Seminar. *decided that it is not something we are really keen on* =d then off home. gave my little cousin tution! (: and my dearest ah ma came my home to cook YUMS dinner! ((: Love being pampered at home! i heartx my family. Si i decided to be nice to bring ice cream dessert for all after dinner! ((:
*something awesome happen this very day - truly thanks god for it!*

thurs
had awesome DS! and my four dearest sisters were all present! they receive their first bible from tuffers each individually, on this very special day. (:
I did blood donation today!! with adriel and william. GOOD job to us! Heex
tralalala... feeling so good after it! jocelyn's blood is capable to save lives!! ((:
went pioneer to have dinner with my bro daryl, had good chat and we had even decide upon to embark on our mini mission! v encouraging indeed. ((:
Had Drumzout meeting. It draggged. Reached home real lateeeeee ): Bumped into yongying on the mrt!! >.< love her rabbit pencil case! so cute~
I had swollen vein as i forgotten to remove the bandage after 3 hours i left it there for 6hrs! *blurs* ;x

fri
Met my lovely aunt in the morning for coffee near her workplace!! ((:
so heartwarming~
Went to school for a short consultation for my 371 core. didnt read up much yet so didnt have much to ask. ._.
*after cny i hope i will get my motivation backs!*
during lecture. *i was diligently trying my best to keep myself awake;*
after lect, I went to pack goodies for canvanssing event! ((: so funnn!!
then left school to meet weizhi for MR Curry at CENTRAL the food was not too bad. the place is simply and quite cute the deco. I like my dinner, and my bestie love the dessert there more. esp the matcha jelly! ((:
NIGHTs out with HADIJAH! <3 you. You end my day totally in the awesome happy mood!
the positive-ness and joy we have in us. really makes us so truly happy as we shared our happy news to each other!! ((: COFFEE CLUB choco mudpie- the fun dessert to have~ and in the end we got so carried away with each other that. i missed the last train. so i walked back w hadijah to her home and took a cab from there. the cab driver and i had an interactive and funny CHINESE convo! cool~

sat
i helped my mum with little housework! spent quality time at home! ((:
disrupted plans in the day, but the short bs and church service makes me feel better.
disrupted night plans. met lauren my dearest praying buddyy! she accompanied me at tamp1 foodcourt for me to have my ice kachang instead of accompanying her bro to shopshop! awwww she is one lovely girl. Her smiles and encouraging words. Cheered me up. It certainly made my night a better one. WE left home early. I love the strawberry cupcake from bakeryy!((: slept early~

sun
wake early, went to church with selina today!! First sun service of the month is always awesome!! A blessed sun morning indeed. I had received many warm well wishes for my birthday from my fellow church members. 21th feb and 28th feb, I am truly looking forward to them!!((:
Did lunch with Selina and really enjoy chatting with her as we had many fun things planned out for us ahead~ *excited* And i wouldnt contain my happiness just within myself so i went to tamp to find lauren to share with her all the happyhappy news. she got influenced and became happy too!! *love my praying buddy totally* ((:
did up my DBS internship application once i got home.
went out shopping at vivo city with my family.
reunion dinner -steamboat at little cousin's place!! <3!!

blessed am i;

I will have joy always in my heartx
Great start to a new week ahead! (:

2010-02-01T07:30:00.003+08:00

boo!

last evening. i went to ntu sojourn concert!
so insipred to be back in band agains (:
saw many people that i knew from in band!
had good dinner. recommended by rosa dear! (:
then had good chat w max.gloria,weijie,rosa!
after that i went to meet lauren and tenglui.
chat at tamp macs.
it was a good session~
reach home around 12plus. watched soccer.
and proff* into lalaland i go... ((:

my life, my heart, my soul, all for God alone! ((:

2010-01-31T12:42:00.003+08:00

I love being joyful and loving.
I also love express my inner most feeling with music! (:

Fri night was awesome!!
went chinatown with JIAHUI.SELINA-JIEYING;
super hyper and lovely girls. getting excited over everything in chinatown! (:
we got ourselves some temp tattoo! >.<

I simply love yesterday!
BS and Church was AWESOME! (:
loves my babies.wahxin.AND most of all MY sister (:

Had GOOD dinner with hadijah. lj-ed
CHATS loadssssss to we are soso happyyy! (:
Had ice dessert at bedok int! (:

Met CHING! (:
Very thankful we had good convo. with french toast! >which ching only knew after enjoying half of the toast that it is coated with eggies! haha.
she treated me! nxt session my treat! (:
we enjoyed each other company alot and we left each other making a pact that we will meet once at hk cafe at whitesands to chills min every once a mth! yays! (:
spoke to lauren in the night! i will be praying for her. heex

cny cm-ing and my bday is cming!! (:
10 FEB family day totally!! (:

time to work on my SMART goals!
jiayous to me!(:

2010-01-26T07:11:00.003+08:00

boo!!

sister been sick.
get wells soon!! >.<
"when u've recovered i will bring you out!!" ((:
poor little sister stayed home for 1 wks plus le.
the only time she left the home was just because to
seek medical consultation of different docs. )):

im will pray harder for her. every each following days...
i trust in him to heal (:

2010-01-09T09:11:00.001+08:00

the eng version!! (:

today is a brand new day!! *it will be a good day* ((:

2010-01-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

BOOOOOO!

morning
went to ntu to do some mailing matters for DRUMZOUT cac ((;
noon
bring granny out to tamp to shopshop! Granny and I Love the chendol at tamp1 ((:
night
tution with my little cousin. TODAY =GOOD tution!
maybe cuz it is the first day of the year 2010!
at least its a good start. haha.

JB trip on thurs!! ((:
YC*square* bkk!! ((:

I am truly happy to be the child of god ((;

tmr can meet jiabi and selina!! *double yays!!*

2010-01-05T00:07:00.004+08:00

LOVES alvin and the chipmunks!! ((:
me.sis.and little jiajin new found fav CHARACTERS!!

Alvin is the Awesome one.
Simon is the Smart one.
Theodore is the Timid one.

Totally in loves with these 3 chipmunks!!

35th anniversary dinner was GOOD! =D

little miss busy is gg to get real busy with her last wk of hols!! ((:

tata.

dear god...
i really hope that all tuffers will get tgt in jb for a day's fellowship all tgt ((:

2010-01-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

1 Jan 2010
is simply awesome!! ((:

early morning marketing with my family.
spring cleaned my room *round1*
helped mum with little housework in preparation of the place for my relatives.
steamboat prepared by my DEAREST parents ((:
the GOOD food and conversations *heartx them all*

thou there was a little hip-cup in the evening. but really thanks to that. it makes us all more appreciative of each other during the night. ((:

my granny is indeed a SUPER granny!!

Good health is very important to everyone. Irregardless of how wealthy the person is.

2009-12-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

Family dinner
Did night shopping with sister! ((:
*we are in loves with outfitter!!*
-home sweet home-
Counting down to 2010! ((:

Year 2009 has been eventful.
I want to give thanks to my all in all.
*awesome!*

LOOKING FORWARD to 1 Jan. ((:
MY family has invited my relatives over for steamboat dinner *yumss!*

MY new year resolutions of YEAR 2010
Jocelyn wishes to be a fine lady in the making;

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

2009-12-30T08:35:00.002+08:00

Jocelyn is a bappy girl!
I am pleasantly satisfied with my results!
*prayers and hard work really pays off* ((:

tralalala.
2009 is coming to an end. and welcome to 2010!
time to set my NEW YEAR resolutions leeee! ((:

2009-12-29T02:07:00.002+08:00

29th dec 2009
Lauren is made to be my praying buddy!! ((:
*yays*

results out on 30 dec *pray hard!!*

night.night!

today is gg to be awesome day~

2009-12-26T09:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY Boxing DAY!! =)

Had the best CHRISTMAS ever!! ((:
Its the most memorable oneeeeeeee..
like totally...
I love to celebrate at Charis Church!!
had fun in performances. service. the after service lunch with tuffers. alvin and the chipmunks 2. and simply family dinner!! ((:
i love my simple Christmas.
all in all!
I celebrate Christmas this year simply by immersing in the joy that it is a special day of the birth of jesus christ. ((:

awesome...

should i join 42km marathon?? heex.

2009-12-20T16:05:00.006+08:00

19th dec 2009.

Is the most memorable day of my life! (:
and Yes.
I felt like I was the happiest girl on the earth! (:

Many feelings that i can really express in words.
But all in all,
I thanks god. I know it is through him that I am able to find everlasting happiness in life! (:

I might consider putting my testi sharing on facebook so that I treat it as a Christmas present to all my friends.

I believe there is no gift that is better than to share with you all on god's great power of love!

God bless you all

And

A Merry Christmas to ALL! ((:

2009-12-19T11:55:00.001+08:00

I am going to do testi sharing today.
*may god be with me today* ((:

2009-12-17T12:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY girl!!

brought a book.
Lady in waiting! ((:
*excited to read it*
jocelyn is excited about reading books!! ><
tralala.
Life has been SO busy that i didnt have time to update my blog!

wellwells!
sounds good too! at least im getting myself busy in life for the right purpose! ((:

Today:
had breakfast with my super DAD! (:
subject reg! (:
meeting lauren soon at tamp!
and MY dearest weizhi! for dinner at Central KOREAN FOOD! (: *yums*

byeeeesss! (:

2009-12-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

lauren - i love this new sis of mine!! (:

stayover at hotel with church friends - good fellowship!!
met bestie weizhi at HKcafe to nau ._.
we took pictures!! (:
went to Central Korean Restaurant with my family! super UPS!!

home.sweet.home ((:

i feel so loved!!
thanks to my heavenly father.

2009-12-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

how likely is it possible for a childlike faith person live in this modern society??

i love you, granny alot!! (:

2009-12-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

I am HAPPY! (:

Many things to look forward to in DEC!!

But first and foremost!

More Sleep Jocelyn. Off to sleep. (:

2009-11-28T20:56:00.003+08:00

Feeling more refreshed today. half way thou my disgusting papers.

Nows my priority shall be mug hard for the next week's disgusting cores.
And for the month of DEC! -Its shall be a month of GIVING! ((:

I really wish to be able love my family deepsss. ((:
And also.
I really wish to be able to care for everyone as my brothers and sisters.

servanthood is the way to go.
and im sure i will find joy in doing it! (:

BESTIE!
cant wait for 5 dec!! ((:

SISTER!
this xmas gg to be the best xmas ever!! okiess?? ((:

2009-11-27T01:06:00.003+08:00

2 electives 3 more cores to come ._.
I will mug my best!! ((: And.
Dec going to be good! -i just simply know it-

A MEGA-ish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR CHARLENE!!

-received a little token of gift from god today just before my physics paper-
*thank youu*
love the way god provides for me! ((:

2009-11-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

exams are drawing near.
tuffers are gg strong. (:

the greatest joy is to do god's will. nows i can truly understand. ((:
give thanks!

2009-11-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

sat
wanting bday at yck sakura ((:

sun
ada's rochester park dinner celebration ((:
-awesome placeee.. *beams*
sylvia bday celebration
-got there just in time for the cake cutting ceremony! haha. so glad to be there just to celebrate my part time best friend bday!

mon
apec
-met a few delegates. *niceeeeee!*

tues
-met jialu! (:
-my cousin did wells for exams!! ((:
-sister chinese o-level is over!! ((:

456 project! i hate youuu~
>.<

2009-11-08T10:26:00.003+08:00

boo!

*as mention by yisi.. my typical boo!*
-lol-

yupps!

some things wont change.

just like my childlike faith too! ((:

met my part time best friend sylvia ytd.
she mention things to me. that makes me ponder.
nicee~ i like her equally loads be in the sec sch days and nows.
some friendship just wont change. but all in all.

i believe i have make the right choice for the present.
and also i feel that future is unpredictable so why shld we even think so much abt it.
just live life to the fullest everyday. and do with you think is right. ((:

i feel very hurt last night.
but i guess its normal to feel that way...

2009-11-01T22:47:00.003+08:00

greed will make man upset.
it hurts today.
think alittle more today.
but im really feeling much better.
and time i will focus in doing many other meaning things in life. (:

i have spend good drumzout great eastern canvanssing! (:
i love giving cousin's tution. i love napping at home. i love mum's homecook food. *grins*
i love chatting with dad.mum.sis. ((:

Busy and fulfilling life i lead;

2009-10-31T04:00:00.003+08:00

went for 2 networking sessions today.
did lab tuts.

celebrated kahui birthday early this morn. (:
once an aemi. always an aemi!!
dim sum supper. yummies bday chocolate cake.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAH.HUI!
thanks to weijie for the ride back home. (:

bought your present with me today.
but i didnt have the courage to even pass it to you as a friend.
im thankful to be able to speak a sentence to you.
it hurts. really..

but i shall guard my heart.

2009-10-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

boo!

cant help but to smiles from ear to ear today.
lauren you girl totally make my DAY! (:
loves miss clarity~

did a ling research interview today for canvanssing.
very fun! (:

taylor swift is coming out new album! ((:

2009-10-26T00:27:00.003+08:00

i think self evaluation and personal grooming is impt!
so i have decided to embark this journey~

happyyyyy!
i did dinner with family tdy~

liverpool won! (:
miracles will happen when if you choose to believe!

tmrtmrtmr!
miss clarity with daph n lauren.
sister's keeper with sister! (:

i hv read the book 'i kissed dating goodbye!' super nice~

nxt bk. 'Boy meets Girl!' *excited* ((:

i love god! im a happy happy child! (:

2009-10-25T01:15:00.003+08:00

overnight prayer meeting.
bible studies.
church service.

these 3 things had made my fri and sat so VERY good! (:

i want to have better quiet time with god (:
and yes. he is the one who can provides the perfect love that no man can provides.
thats simply bcuz no man is perfect.

i shall take god as my role model. and.
i wanna spread my love to manymany people arounds me! (:
everyone in this world is entitled to love and everyone needs to be loved to be happy! (:

i feel loved.
so im a happy child of god! (:

time to switch on mugging mood! (:

2009-10-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

im only left w a year plus of mugging. and sch life.
-with many commitments of different kinds-
and off to working experience! haha.

i will learn to treasure all the things that are in my life.
be it work or people.

it is really good to stay positive!

jiayous!
busy-humble-bee ((:

love sis deepx (:

2009-10-21T01:32:00.003+08:00

double boo!

mon

A good day!
went klunch with sis! (:
-sang all eng songs except for last 5 mins or so.
went changi village to tabo dinner backs home!
*thumbs up*
played maple w sis. *addictive*

tues

Another good day!
babysitted jiajin and sis.
haha. 3 of us got no sch! ((:
lovess their company~ so simple yet totally enjoy the joy they brought to me.
super dad offered to save my hp! thankiews uu!
mum cooked OUR fave yam porridge for dinner! *yumss*
mapled with sis. -party quest-
went to ehub to meet qin.xian and jialu.
*chats loads*
YC*square* forever the positive ions!! (:

i love my long wkend!
i hv to finally returns backs to sch tmr.
BOOHOO!
haha.

wish my sis luck as she is getting backs her results tmr!

2009-10-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

boo!

my hp is spoil.
boohoo! ):

BUT.
family is loveees!
visited my granny today.
tutioned my little jiajin.
family dinner at home! *mum's home cooked food!*
yummies!
dessert at gelare after dinner at ehub
*frutti tutti. blueberry muffin. cafe latte.* nice~
and i skype with weizhi! so glad i make her less emo and happier!!

be thankful for all that you have and you will realise that you are actually blessed in just different ways.

i loveee my family day on sun alwaysss! (:
and tmr is SIS day!!

i will give thanks for all that i have.
im truely a happy happy girl!

*sat service is good! as god is good!* ((:
i will learn to love the people ards me just like the god has love us ever so graciously!
amen~

2009-10-17T12:04:00.002+08:00

had a good evening ytd! (:
met cheryl.constance.calista.yanleng.valenie for nice dining experience at dempsey!!
ambience. food. company rocks!
it was meant to celebrate our two nice ladies 21st bday! (:
happy birthday to constance and cheryl!
hope you all enjoyed yourselves! (:

i truely did.

miss my sacians days!
so carefree~
nxt meet up will be our yearly xmas party! *yays!*
then weizhi will be backs then too! ((:

been thinking too much lately...
and i think these two songs can best explained how i really am feeling.

"Breathe"

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people, And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't, Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people, And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't, Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m. Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh I can't, Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

"A Place In This World"

I don't know what I want,
so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road,
I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

[Chorus:]

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I knowI
'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok

[repeat Chorus]

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

[Repeat Chorus]

had good morning with my family at home.
got tution. church and entre gathering at timber in the night.

midterms are finally over. (:
time to chills abit over the wkends.

i got to move on.

There are many things in life that i have yet to explore and learn!

Leaving my verything to god's plan. (:

2009-10-16T01:28:00.005+08:00

it is 2am. *pardon the time reflected on my blog's post cuz it's screwed just like it's blog's owner.* ._.

i shld be in lalaland...

okiesokies. im turning in soon.

i just want to learn to play guitar!

taylor swift is so influential and.

i think the best way to express oneself is though songs.

so real.

*a simple smile*

2009-10-11T10:28:00.002+08:00

boo!

yays! i loveeee to stay home~
sunndaaayyy ((:

had a good breakfast this morning.
loves to chat with my family members.
so much to share with them on my whole entire week
and so much to hear from them as wells for my whole entire week!

just did a psle maths qn reported on the weekend today paper
as my family wanted me to attempt. yeaps.
wells all i can say is.
poor primany 6 kids.
where are their childhood life? ):
too bad reality is cruel. whats news? ._.
but thank god many find it hard. so worries of students and parents are really unfounded! ((:

everyone is good in nature but many at times, it is the environment that shapes the person's behaviour and character. *a simple face that is often forgetten by many hur~* ((:

tution-ing sis and cousin~ ((:

nxt wk..
1 assignment.
2 midterms!
drumzout meeting.
1 interview workshop.
3 bday parties!!

busyyy`

2009-10-11T00:36:00.003+08:00

booooo!

I just wanna give thanks for everything that i have! (:

yesyes.

always count your blessings and stay positive.

entre lesson today was good! haha.
was lazy in the morning to go for it cuz it started at 830am!
but i enjoyed it alot! cuz all my entre friends i missed the good old days doing our en101-105 tgt!
-SMILES-
catch up with many.
good stuff.

was early for church.
went for abit of bs.
today's service super enlightening and motivating. i like~ (:

rushed off to constance's 21st bday party at silvery moon.
not too baddd!
got to chit chat with cal. cheryl and yanleng especially! (:
miss my darling sylvia.
she gave my 10 missed call! ;x sorry wasnt by my hp.
during the party some point of time i wish my bestie wz was
there too! *misses*

home sweet home.

watching soccer~ *rooting for eng*

SUNDAY!
stay home.
to help sis and cousin
with exams preparations~
awww (:

good nights people! (:

2009-10-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

niceeee! (:

If only i have the courage.

2009-10-03T02:03:00.004+08:00

blessed afterall.

Tdy.
feeling down in the morn. ):
had a dream last night.
it seems so real.
but i choose to not believe in it
cuz dreams are dreams afterall.
sadly.
*hope you have been coping wells*
but.but.
in the end. i had yayuan's company and a pending ice cream treat!! (:
then i manage to meet up with ethel.sweedy.and her bf at tamp.
sweedy and her bf are really very cute.
they cheered me up for the day!!
we went to coffee bean. then...
sweedy wanted hot double chocos.
her bf commented: isnt tt hot milo?
then she changed to hot vanilla.
her bf commented: isnt tt normal milk?
hahahaha! funny.
her bf says: i want some caramel coffee.
sweedy commented: why dont u go blend sugar.
whasss. they are really so for each other tts all i can say.
i had a milky tropical passion tea! ((: nicee~
Had signpost.
ethel was SUPER late! ><
but i stills heartx her for coming all the way downs! (:
good time spend with each other!! hees.
then ethel gave me a lift home!
and we chit chatt-ed in the car. nicee~
Thanks girl you have reassured me! (:

jiajin and sis having exams soon. stress
jocelyn has got 3 midterms after recess wk. stress!
entre presentation. stress!!
my yog pracs are kicking in.
with drumzout many canvanssings! busy.
but i will manage! (:

oh..
I recieve a good news from farhan ytd.
Hope things work out wells for uu! *sincerely*
Our memories will be kept saved into the memory box.
Keep in contact as best friend. (:

I enjoy readinggg the book. Put a smile to my face every time im done with each chapter of it.

Jocelyn is trying to stay focus to do what she really needs to do! (:
*pray earnestly*

not forgetting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENTING! =D

2009-10-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

GOOD fellowship at airport with ETHEL and JINGQUAN! (:
met yingling-my dear drumzout junior- too! *random but nice~*

saw 4 children playing today at airport.
they bring so much smiles to me.
so carefree;
i love being a child! ((:
-childlike faith-

thanks to jiabi!
i got prime ribeye craving~ medium rare!
so cousin and ii went to suntec astons! ((:
thanks for the treat! sorry for making you
wait for me. :x but u didnt get least bit angry.
HEARTX my cousin! (:
so glad we are meeting up moremore!
want to take part in line dancing -my mum wanna
join so maybs we 3 can join all tgt. then i can spend
more time w my mum cuz i simply loves her deeeepx! (:
tills we nxt meet 31 oct cousin! keep in touch via msn (:

I love this song.
I love my mum really.
this might explains the reason of why i decided to let go.
I havnt all grown up to be a lady yet. (:
I will grow. heex.
today i shall make it a point to love the people around me alittle more!
cuz when i put smiles to people faces Im happy too! (:

im done with chapter 1 of my new book. IMPRESSIVE~ lols

2009-09-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

today i went out with jiabi!!!
this girl totally make my day all in all!
we were supposed to go for ion swensens buffet but blur jocelyn had forgotten to print e voucher. so no buffet for us! ): but wells my cousin just promise to take me there tmr! (:
wells.wells. jiabi was late today. So i was walking ards at ion alone.
that sucks totally. my hands felt cold. i felt very emptied. cuz its at ion.
when jiabi arrived. we wldnt make up our mind on new eating location.
no good agains. *if ure heres. you will make the decision and i can just follow
for good food* then finally jiabi decided upon astons at cathay! supersuper no
good. cuz there's the place im supposed to go. but didnt get to go with ya.
-so jocelyn boohoo ):
jocelyn = i hate you! untils ure backs smiley will i like you agains.
BUT blessed are us.
We found Astons Prime at Centre Point.
the food there is better but more pricey. the ambience nice. (:
then we head to starbucks for drinks.
chat.chat.chat.
I LOVE Jiabi for sharing with me stories! *hugs*

went to teeman. bought a book called.
"I kissed dating goodbye."
shall read it *thou i really hate books*

reading~ keeping myself nicely occupied is what i shld do.

i saw the footprints poems today. *it shall be in my fav list!* (:

i will learn to love and treasure all the people around me more and more day by day! (:

2009-09-29T03:00:00.005+08:00

It a great start of the morning!

i feel loved;
the daily convo with e ppl ard me.
*god can perform miracles.*

Time to put my recess week to good use!

Time waits for no man.
Jocelyn is back to her busy life once agains.

the boy is so cute. (:

2009-09-27T09:39:00.003+08:00

I feel emotionally crippled.
really...
I just feel like vanishing from this world.

but
I choose to believe that harsh is kind.

Im an insecured child.
I will take time nows to work on my personal, internal fear.
Im sure that this journey im gg to take wont be easy.
Once a decision is made upon. We just got to stick by it and move on.
Nth is definite right or wrong.
There will always a time for everything.
I trust that actions speak louder than words.
And with faith i believe i can do it.

Love hurts~

Dear Shaun:
I thankful to once have you. you have been great.
I hope you wouldnt dislike me.
lets sincerely treat each other as friends..
Please Take Care. God bless you.

With god's love i will get by.
god has plans for everyone.
i believe he is the one who will know what is best for all of us.

2009-09-24T07:59:00.004+08:00

here a pic of me and sis trying to play with my laptop webcam! (:
totally heartx her for making us look silly and smiles!

ytd, she popped by into my rm and tapped on my shoulder and asked.
"jiejie, are you feeling okies?" LOVE her for that. i can sense the sincere care she has for me.
my dad asked me the same question too when im home last night,

wellwells
thanks for the concerns of friends and BESTIE!

Jocelyn just realise how hard it is to not smile my day away.
yupps rest assured to all that smiley Jocelyn will be back! ._.

Have you ever discovered how complicated it can sometimes be to give a gift?
Do you know of any situations where a gift had been misunderstood or has made matters worse?

I think i have experience it yesterday. it hurts. but wells.
Prehaps we should always tryto be sensitive to not only the needs of the people we want to give to but prehaps also the feeling of others. (: *lesson learnt* - no one is perfect.

as for today i prayed for wisdom to do good (:
- writtten in small caps cuz its for myself to note! ._. -

2009-09-23T20:19:00.002+08:00

my tears gland is no longer working ):

i hate it when im feeling bad abt myself.

disgusting midterm on friday.

Yes! Bestie i miss having you around...
If you are here now, we will be doing dessert tg at some nice place to cheer me up!
thanks for the blog post at our blog *loves*

2009-09-22T01:24:00.002+08:00

I cant be sure what decision i had just made was right.
But...
I will pray to god and i believe he will guide me though this.

off to bed to seek comfort.

Many things to be done for tmr *focus!*

2009-09-20T10:12:00.002+08:00

boo!

finally im backs blogging. haha!
blogger had been down ._.
as for sch I had been packed tight!
but today i suddenly feel that yes im gg to
revive it! tala~ jocelyn is BACKS! lols;

I love God
I love my loved ones.
I love the way I am (:
*this shld be kept just to myself*

2009-09-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

4k REPORT *i need my motivation pill*
haha. Im crapping. Wells.
just got to do it.
tmr got an assignment to hand up too. *puffs*
ltrs im gg backs sch for YOG audition
*good luck to me* lols!

to my special boyy.
HAPPY 3rd mth anniversary to us! (:
my secret garden dinner
and
the time traveller's wife movie
just the two of us.
on sun evening is nice!
i heartx u.

im constantly busyyyy!

meeting sis for coffee club muddy mudpie ltrs~ whheeeex (:

2009-08-27T11:40:00.001+08:00

WE will work things out tgt hand in hand! (:
love u boyy.

2009-08-25T01:28:00.002+08:00

weizhi i miss youu.
glad u like my bday present for uu (:
been slacking online chatting )):
havnt done any work at all! *gulity*

everything that can possibly not turn out right is already shown to me. yet im stills holding on n choosing to believe only what i think is right. *stubborn*

2009-08-23T05:06:00.000+08:00

jocelyn, it is way pass ur time to tuck urself into bed.

cousin tution in 5 hrs time.

God, please hear my prayer for this morn...

2009-08-22T00:41:00.003+08:00

busyyy!

2nd week of sch.
recruitment drive talks.
timetable dilemma.
cac recruitment drive.
cca fair week.

boohoo;
nxt wk is totally disgusting! ):
tues-fri
Im gg to be packed from morn to night with sch lssns,seminars, talks.
2 entre journals to write by early sept )):
n nxt wk 3rd wk alr. time to focus jocelyn (:

so this wkend i shall save it more for my family n boyy. ((:

sat:
breakfast with sis at tamp. little cousin's tution. cac.cynosure ball! *cephoria mini outing!*

sun:
cycling with sis.little cousin's tution. acc mum at pp. family dinner. catch a early night movie at ehub with my boyy *pending*

i hope my bestie receives my present soon ((:

Sept is cm-ing! (:
and im meeting up with
-simply four.
-yc*square*
-sacians.

tdy my boyy n i finally get some time off by pushing all our matters aside to spend some time w each other. (: we went to ion. *as my boyy promise tt we will revisit the place w more time to walk ards* i like the layout of the place and its a one stop mall wheres u can get almost everything frm there. the teppanyaki restaurant at ion is really nt too bad (: my boyy was hv-ing fun cooking. but apparently it tastes nt too bad. quite yummies to be true! (: we wanted to catch a movie but it will be too late. i heart e dinner time tt we spent tgt on (:

just keep smiling...

2009-08-17T04:07:00.002+08:00

i hv took quite a while to settle out my thoughts.
i treasure this experience.
thou its a simple fact of learning on how i get to this decision of mine. i hv learnt alot.
i hv settled on my timetable n i hv made up my minds to not take up the challenge of exco of cac.
i feel happier nw! (:
my timetable is planned to be manageable n i still wld wanna join cac.bt just not e exco!
i feel that many at times im over stretching myself by getting myself involved in too many things THUS it is inevitable for me to feel drained n nt be able to benefit from them as much as i wld wish to benefit more from them.
i just wanna be nicely challenged n to grow as a person.
different ppl hv different capabilties n priorities in life.
i hv sorted out mine.(:
no decision is perfect - as we can only predict the future but honestly we arent sure what the future holds for each one of us.
hence sometimes a decision made might not be something tt you like.
n once ure hv made up ur mind on sth. stick to it and hv no regret cuz its a decision made by yourself
if its good. *cheers!*
if its bad. *you got to press on. cuz it isnt good to be a quit-er*

i hope to spend more time with my family, my spirtual family too! -thanks pastor for reminding me- (: and w god too! (: *thanks for answering my prayer!*

oohhh i miss my bestie!
her bday is 2 days away!
n im just done with her present >.<>

jocelyn has else things on her mind...
but guess it isnt the right time to share...

2009-08-14T01:12:00.005+08:00

my favourite peanut butter thick toast from whitesands hkcafe i just had tdy! ((:

my nice cousin dining the 2nd time w me at miss clarity (:

sheena's my supper buddie overly high on OUR french toast!

time to dig into the french toast with double forks and knifes!!

cephoria's main comm unite! *beams*

my favourite burger from mos!

my boyy with his unagi rice burger!

UP's movie. i watched with my family on national's day! (:

First day of SCH! *mrt ride!*

Thanks dear for waiting for me to end sch to hv super late dinner at hkcafe @ whitesands tdy!

i heartx you for tt *silly grins*

2009-08-10T02:11:00.004+08:00

thurs.

i was suppose to have meeting.
in the end meeting cancelled and i stayed home.
met sylvia in the night at tampafter dinner.
i decided to go theres early to get ideas for bday present for my bestie. dear's 2nd mth gift. and also a little gift to all cephoria main commers (: since my little cousin wanted to cancel tution tt day to practise for his national day games day! -.=
i was at tamp1 basement urban.write
then i saw many cute stickers . i saw a display sticker related posters. simple yet nice! (:
as i was looking and figuring out how the art is done. i bumped into my jcs friends. guirong and jac~ they were just shopping ards after dinner.we chat-ed alittle and they decided to help me choose the sets of stickers which they deem suitable after listening me out on what i wanna do. haha! i thanks them for it .as i did eventually choose those stickers they hv suggested! :X haha. cuz i really tot tt they are quite relevant. lols. then i walk on. i bumped into kat~ yays! she was my entre pal tt we hv not met for a long time! and she is studying in adm. so i dragged her backs to the shop. showed her the display arts tt i wanted to do. and she gave me more ideas on what i can possible do for my presents. she even volunteered to offer me with some help that i can use for my artwork. haha! thanks girl (: Finally sylvia arrived, she was early too! We went to mos burger at tm and chills there to the place closes! we chat so vvv much! cuz it has been ages since we last saw each other! haha. she told me how much she dislike her sbs.camp. and i told her how much i like my cac.camp. Sry i cldnt be there when u needed me most as i wasnt aware and u were un-contactable as u hv lost ur hp. but its okies! u hv make it thou! proud of u girl part time bestie! ((: we went to tm macs to continue chatting abit more. it was running late. so we headed backs home.

iro pauline meeting keeps hv-ing hipcups ):
nxt wk's meeting got to go! (:
got to ask all my entre mates during meeting tmr to arrange a meet up with her on the first week of sch.

fri.
accompanied shaun and his mum to get groceries shopping at jurong west.
it will a cool and unique experience! (:
i love the chocos eclair tt my dear recommended *thanks for getting a packet for me too!*
its nice~ haha. we just got sweet tooth! *_*
met wahen at miss clarity *yums*
when bugis shop. muji! and thanks to wahen's observant eyes!
she spotted a plain jigsaw puzzle. and gave sm helpful suggestions! (:
so i decided to make keychains for all!
phoned sheena up for help! (:
so we met at whitesands hkcafe for supper. French Toast! ><
and off we went to get sweet talk bubble tea. and backs to sheena's place.
sheena's place got all the arts materials ((:
she helped me alittle with the keychains!
i stayed up from 12am-6am doing my cephoria ppl gifts and my dear's gift.
haha.its isnt the best art work. but i tried my best le. its hardwork to me alr ._.
shaun drove me backs home as he was on his way backs home after his hall camp.
i pass him his gift (: simple but i find it cute! :x haha.

sat.
wake at 12 noon.
jiajin's tution *my little cousin is so adorable*
church service. pastor kc was good! (: *god is the best!*
made free my evening to spend time with cephoria at t1 popeyes
we cam whores at the airport w max!
i made frees my evening just to cm send max off!
after dinner shaun and i went to whitesands hkcafe for condensed milk and peanut butter thick toast! (: its super niceeee` ((:
went home early to rest up for the nxt day! (:
haha.heard tt some of the cephoria ppl went ot merlion park to late at night to htht! haha.

sun.
met shaun to shop for bag tdy! we were both more energetics and the atmosphere in town was good as wells. its national day! Happy Birthday to Singapore! (: we went to mos burger for lunch. niceee! haha. i love the fish burger theres. *yums* then nxt we went to aldo to see a bag that i really like at ps and bugis and raffles city. i also spottted a ripples bag and another outing bag. they are all so preety! (: then we went to swee lee shop as my dear wanted to get his guitar's acessories but *no luck* it was closed ._. i tot hard abt the bag and in the end i decided to get it so we went back to ps to get the bag ((: thanks dear so getting me the aldo bag tt i wanted to get for quite awhile alr (: we headed backs home. train was crowded. my dear insisted on companying me backs home althou he was v tired. i heartx you for tt dear!(: I had good family dinner *mum home cooked food!* and i watched parts here and there on the ndp live telecast. e marching is really funny cuz they are required to march and sing! lols. After the show, my whole family went for UP's movie at ehub. *dad's treat!* super nice of my dad to make night for his sleep just to accompany the family watch cartoon! =D buts i like the story alot. ((:
nightnight!

Dear.
Happy 2nd mth to us! (>_<)
lets go do running and cycling tgt! -since we hv mention it ytd. (:
we shld try doing many things tgt. and we got a longlong time. and surprisingly all the things that i have done with you so far. i heartx them in their own special way -even little simple things- and you think likewise too!
i love you. dear
*x0x0*

2009-08-10T00:30:00.005+08:00

ceron! ((:

me and joyce (:

i can open my eyes! but the two guys cant keep their eyes open for pics. lols

SU and CAC unite (:

me and 3 smiling peeps! (:

wileen.me.wanting! the 2 wonderful souls i hv been working closely with in this camp. (:

i heartx my logistics boy! *grins*

cheese! ((:

more pics on fb...

haha

2009-08-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

.CEPHORIA.
i sincerely love this main com! (:
i have learnt alot from many and have made many new friends!
pics on fb speaks a thousands words on the camp itself. but im sure thats not just all.
its all the planning work of the whole year
with meetings.canvanssing.outings.senior camps.and e actual camp.
the behind the scene of the camp! -hipcups, *setbacks*...
problems are inevitable but its how we deal with them that makes it so different! (:
we stand united as one!
*i hope this com will still get tgt ever after we are done with our project kies?*
and everyone tried their very best.
though its shags and everyone is stretched to our limits
evaluations of the camp nicely done at the last meeting for the nxt com to improve on.
Freshies and seniors enjoyed the camp!

Supper 1: Bakerzin -new york cheese cake- :during the end part of meeting.
Supper 2: Supper at newton circus after our last meeting *which ended at 12am -lols-*

Thanks...
sheena: the knight pouch is super cool! *whisper* thx for letting me choose the colours first!
ada: the letter you wrote specially for everyone! ure one swt girl (: i love the cheerful uu! *hugs*
shining and wileen: thanks for the crunch ice cream! u put smiles to all at the meeting with your ice cream! And i believe Max is the happiest! -he ate 2 sticks! haha.

max's rationale: good food makes one happy and hence the person will be motivated to work? lols. i hope i make the right deduction! (:
i will remember him to be a remarkable chairperson of cephoria camp and the always hungry fellow aemi guy! =d

Its really job well done to all! ((:

2009-08-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

boo!

im back!
last mon-fri: Cephoria Camp!!
sat: Liqin and Lixian 22nd Bday! ((:
sun.mon.tues: sick and well rested at home!

sun i had high fever of 39!
my parents are super worried that they bought me to the 24hr clinic to see the doc tt evening.
im sry to be absent from aemi's dinner which was at ecp seafood restaurant! ):
i really wanted to go. but i was really too sick to even get out of my hse.
thanks to kahhui n my boyy for sending my sax backs to my hm *beams*
i stayed home for mon n tues
-cancelling all my appts for those days as i was excused w mc for 2 days! nows im feeling much better! =D
its good to stay home to rest up!
dad's and mum's concern And my younger sister chitchats -on her band updates-
i super love my home! n im all recovered and ready to get busy once agains.
oh n special thanks to sheena n my boyy for readily agreeing upon gg to whitesands hkcafe on mon night so as to satisfy my milk tea. ((: althou its hot hk milk tea i stills heartx!

as for tmr.
its entre matters n post cephoria outing! (:

will update more on cephoria camp maybs ltrs this wk...

compassionate caregiver i will learn to be... ((:

2009-07-21T09:04:00.003+08:00

booooo!

jocelyn is gg to get real busy this wk n nxt wk
will mia my blogg for awhiles.
but if anyone in need of a listening ear. im just a sms txt away! ((:

27-30july got cac.foc.camp too!
i really hope this camp will go wells.cuz everyone in the main comm put in to their best of effort.remarkable` ((:
should i get all 3 singlet for this camp?
the designs are ALL very NICE! -thx to page and yisi *claps*
*ponders!*

BOO!

shaun.myboyy is back!
to be honest im happy by this simple fact that he is back so that he can rest up in sg instead of being trapped in vietnam bagpacking when he is sick ._.
get wells soon boyy~
*thanks god for listening to our prayers*

weizhi
bestie!!
lets watch fireworks tgt with ur backs in sg kies!! lols
i wanna watch too (>_<)

sister.
sillysilly girl.
harry potter i so not tempted to go watch.
but if you really wanna watch with me..
i will go with you nonetheless (:

dad and mum~
i love them!
the way they talk things out with me.
the fact that i know i can always turn to them for advices when i need them! (:
without my parents i wldnt be who im today!
im thankful *love them!!*

ALL my friends and relatives out there~
jocelyn is happy cause there are nice people like you around! (:

always count ur blessings and it will make you smiles! (:

jocelyn loves to be happy!
*double grins*

2009-07-19T11:56:00.003+08:00

jocelyn is drained to the max! and her cough stills isnt getting better...
she is also feeling emo...
she yearns to put all the things she has now on hands to go for a holiday like many are doing. >_<

hmms.

as for today!
it shall be rest day. do things that i really like.
i dont wanna suffer from a burnout :x

pck mentions geniuely that im a good girl yesterday when i had some good talk with him.
thanks pastor! (:
and for all who played a part in helping me feel better in any ways yesterday. i sincerely thank you.

i will continue to have this strong faith in god. i will always remember to put him above all things.
And everything in life will runs smoothly eventually (:

e.g: yesterday was very challenging for me.i was on a verge of breaking down into tears.cuz i was sick but the responsibility in me tells me that i got to do all the things tt i need to complete for the day. which is entre meeting.seminar talk.church service.sweedy's 21 bday.
* gg for 21st bday party always makes me wish that i had one too. ._. * but all in all im thankful its all over and yes i do stills like the way my day has turn to be (:

hope i will really rested up today and get wells soon.
im sure a whole day spending time with my dear family members would definitely be the best antidote for me nows (:

nxt 2 weeks im packed tighted!
but i shall learnt to be positive. and lead life to the fullest!

Jocelyn will keep smiling.

May God bless all who happen to read my blog~ Have a nice day ahead! (:

2009-07-18T03:11:00.002+08:00

jocelyn thinks alot...
haha..
she is learning how to stay positive..n am growing to be stronger mentally..
by thinking more...
you will discover more things..n it is better than having shallow thinking..

im grateful to all who have been in my life during this *tranformation* in me...

god. i thank youu. (:

i have many things on hands currently...
im quite drained out by it...
if only i get be on a short overseas vacation trip like some of my friends ):

misses my dear ):
hope ure enjoying your trip at vietnam and am all wells (:

2009-07-17T11:09:00.002+08:00

cough medication is making me drowsy and weak ):
i think cuz of tt i slept super early ytd and also i had a nightmare.
but im glad its a nightmare only.. and its not real ._.

i got to stay strong at least for today!
meeting sweedy for lunch and signposts soon at ehub.
then im off to cousin place to learn careless whisper in soprano sax.

spoke to my bestie just nw..she ringed me up after a sms to jocelyn (:
sorry cldnt company you thou the night ytd! but im glad ure feeling all so fines nws.
im also happy that im on your to be contactable list when u wanna share ur emotions with.
Do continue to take care we will chat tonight-if im not feeling too sick. (:

my dear just sms-ed me to tell me that he is feeling much better.
im soso glad dear (:
*i just wanna thanks god and my fellow sisters who helped me to pray for him*
i will continue to pray that he can get to be even better so that he can enjoy his remaining days of his holidays. (:

2009-07-16T23:18:00.003+08:00

sick.

am coughing. ): when to consult a doc. the cough wasnt tt all so bad..
im at sg so im much better taken care of.. by my family members..
but im feeling even more sick nw as i knew that my dear is sick at a foreign land...
he went vietnam for bagpacking.but he is sick and not enjoying himself at all. ):
i really wanna to know how he is doing n be e one theres to help take care of him...
but i cant ): feeling helpless whenever he mentions that he is feeling weak and all...
all i can do is to appear strong thou sms and phone calls n advise you how to get betters.
im srysry that i spread the virus to youu. *hugss!*

shaun please get well soon! *prayed earnestly*

thanks sweedy n mannie -being online msn to support me. (:

2009-07-15T01:03:00.003+08:00

boo!

i have been mia-ing..
busyy!!
nono..
i mean fulfilling life ((:

thurs.
went down to help out medical booth for cac.foc recruitment with jiahe.
sry was late for an hour.but sm stayed on to peis jiahe whiles im late.
cuz she was also an hr late for her shift! :x haha. was feeling quite lazy.
i keep encouraging jiahe and jingchu to go approach the girls to "psycho"
them to join! haha.okies i did helped quite a fair bit too! ((: funfun! haha.
then i rushed down to orchard for my entre.. the networking session was
indeed one tts is enriching experience. im glad tt i make the decision to go
for it.as i skipped my family dinner and jiajin's tution for it. aemi supper! (:
at blk85 market!! heex.weijie drove us there to supper. big THANKS! (:
then shaun came to pick me up! i heartx my boyy for being so thoughtful to
come down to bring me backs home safely! ((: thanks~

fri.
ZOO! we finally make our first ZOO trip! (:
i reallyreally enjoyed myself!! (: the weather wasnt the best. but thanks to the
rain. we manage to seek shelter and camwhores! haha. the weather was nice
to walk about. we took many silly pics and took our time to look at all animals.
all animals shows. all the pics we wanna take *silly and nice ones*. the breakfast
and lunch was GOOD! :D Time seem to pass super fast (: and after a whole day
of walk. we arent even tired! haha. waited for bus shuttle bus tt took forever!
but thanks to that.we get to spend more time tgt waiting for bus and taking a nice
night ride on the bus with my boy to orchard.. was very late.. so yanleng and farhan
had their dinner while i did my thai dinner with my boyy at wisma food court area.
it wasnt too bad! (: tom yam soup. tcc-ed with yanleng and farhan at somerset ..
chilled with drinks and chitchat. we met up to celebrate for farhan's 21st bday. he
treated us! haha. SHAUN -my boyy- being the caring one (: decided to come down
to meet me after that. i love pasir ris park. *xoxo*

sat.
woke up early to do breakfast with sister. =D
then off to entre meeting at wenhan's place.meeting was very productive (:
then off to church..wasnt late!! ((:
didnt feel too all good during church service.but i keep my faith ever so strong! (:
had cousin outing! Miss Clarity and ICE age 3 at iluma! its was niceee..
we are planning another outing in august. one of the sat to stayover at my place
COOL; then tt time we can do more chitchatting! haha.
supper with shuan and sis at katong hk cafe. the french toast was GOOD =)

sun.
met shaun to go bedok wanted to run some errands at modern arts studio
met my jc form teacher twice at bedok within a short period of 10 mins at
bedok. haha. wanted to do lunch at bedok hawker.but shaun got minced
meat noodle craving. i dont minds too! so we made our way downs to this
nice noodles place to have our lunch. to be honest it is just a simple budget
noodle. but it was really quite tasty! :X haha. shaun is bringing me with
yumms hidden food places. i would love to try nice food. ((: after lunch. we went
to ehub to get cupwalker bubbletea for us and my little cousin. after which i
head to jiajin's house for tution whiles shaun went to ehub to get a haircut. (:
we met after my tution. as i wanted to see his new hair cut. not too bad. (:
my family and i went to tea valley at ehub for tea. i manage to catch up
quite a fair bit with my family! (: it was GOOD (: i loveeeee my family. told
them stories about how my engaging my days have been and they gladly listen
too! ((: went home for dinner! home cooked dinner by mum-i was craving for-
i felt super happy and full after dinner. taught sis phy in the night. miss those
days when i slack at home listening to music whiles my sis does her mugging.
and for tt night we manage to do such. and we are both happyhappy! (:

mon.
overslept! haha..
shaun n ii rched bl late. haha.but pak lun was late too! haha.
but the 2 funny things were steph our subcom was on time! :x shaun.pl.n i went to get breakfast at bl even thou we were alr late! haha.
the medical booth for cac.foc was hectic for myself as i was preparing for a entre meeting ltrs so i kept running errands here and there! shags. but i did helped out abit on getting girls to pen down their names. they are all very friendly. we took pics with some of them. lols. for tt day. shaun my boyy took over the role of jiahe! haha. he bought his cam around to take random pics of the day.
went for entre meeting. wasnt the best meeting i shld say. i left sch tgt with shaun ards 4plus. intially we wanted to do dinner at secret garden butbut.i felt that he shld have dinner with his family before he makes his one wk hols trip. hence we decided to have dinner with his family at his home. had nice dinner. after dinner we went to ice kimo for ice cream waffle! thanks dear for satisfying my long waited craving *silly grins* -we got swt tooth! ((:

tues.
we are both little sick )):
hope it doesnt get worst...
im gg to have a hectic wk ahead.
my dear is gg for a hol! >< tctc! *pray for healing* we met at simei for brunch at sakae sushi! haha. shaun.my boyy had craving for sushi. wanted sth nice before leaving for viet. for his adventurous hols. had good lunch and time with each other. wrote my boyy a little card (: he likes it. smiles~ after which... i made my way to work. and he went to run this errands. had no motivation to work tdy.work is so boring. haha.. maybe i just dont really like doing sales promoting. its tiring! haha. esp after slacking for one wk. lose the momentum of working. the first hour of getting back to work was the worst! :x but ltrs it just got better. as i stayed positive. ((: im just gg to try my most best for tmr!! -last day of work! heex. andand im happy for my sis. cuz she studied hard for her chinese o-level oral and she felt confident after her examination tdy!
im so proud of you girl! ((: haha.bet u can speak better mandrian than me! lols.

was on msn today.and my cousin has decided to be nice to lend me his
soprano for my cac.foc performance! (: he has also agreed to coached
me. yays!

changes are the only thing that is kept constant in life! (: -quoted from my bestie
*nods in agreement- jocelyn*

little girl missing her little boy.
*7days test*

2009-07-09T09:28:00.007+08:00

mornningg.

im ups early today.
mood check: feeling okies 70% ?? ((:

yesterday i must declared im mentally drained
guess it was a test that god has put me thou..
in life i feel there bounds to be challenges but i guess youll just have to face them bravely and try your best to resolve it. .
crumbling down in tears and drowning yourself in sorrows wont work for sure.. *which is prob what little jocelyn might do in the past* but i have learnt tt..
yes i do believe that you can take some time to feel sad and all.but after that you got to try to think logically how you can approach this matter n try to be solve the problems.. cuz problems wont resolve itself..and clearing of misund is very impt to maintain good relationship with one another. be it kinship.friendship.n bgr.

so im glad that i was challenged ytd.
by a few matters in fact. but wells i believe at every point of life we are challenged be it big or small.and there are days when im totally blessed with many nice things as wells.
so confront the problems and dont shun away from it..from failures and challenges would enrich you.so when i meet up with problems i will tell myself *jocelyn, you can do it!* ((:

*and yesh i do pray for strength when im feeling challenged and god has been soso gracious to little jocelyn cuz he nvr fails to save me -childlike faith in my one and only god.*

since i feel that ytd matters are all so personal i wont elaborate more..
but i can thank the nice *angels* that company me thou my journey of down-ness ((:

yisi: i see my little self in her la..just wanted a company like her.so innocent n pure girl! ((: you make my afternoon so much more happier one. ur company is pleasurable.thou we just walk round cityhall aimlessly and i visited esplanade.a place tt i truely heartx ((:

sweedy: for being ever so understanding and ALWAYS there for me. DEAR sister! thanks! ((:
yesyes! im really trying to make more time for god..i wont compromise my time for god.but i hope you can understand that yes i have manymany commitments n im sure god will want us to live life to the fullest n achieve goodness in all aspects of life.. so work(esp i have alot different kinds currently.unfortunately :x ) n time spend with family n friends.bestie n even my boy. thanks for not judging me as a sister but constantly guilding me along ((: *hugs!* my growth may be slow..but trust me..im making the effort! ((:

sister: yes..i only msg you much later..when i was more emotionally stable. ure reply was instanteous! and you keep ringing me up to give me emotion check! i choose to take it for the fact that you care alot for your sis here! (: thanksss! ((: and super thanks for the long sms you send me.. i made changes to my dinner plan and late night plan tt i have initially to spend more time with the family! (: n sat evening too! ((: so meimei .yesh i love the you.and the family! we can chit chat more tonight after jiajin's tution. ((: so no internet for us tonight uhs! haha..

weizhi: bestie..u read my blog! *touched* was thinking to msg you but i trust that you will know it if u read my blog.and i didnt wanna impose on you too! but yesyes! thanksss.you msg makes me feel the instant *bestie warmth* im soso glad we are both growing up to be emotionally stronger! hope we can chit chat soon.nth so much about the unhappy things tt happen. but more of the mundane happenings but prehaps funny things that happen in my life! (: TAKE CARE

sheena: my BIG sister! i super thankful to have a nice pal that stays so close to meee! ytd for supper at 1030pm. ((: whenever i feel upset.i can jio her! our faves hangout place whitesands hk cafe! and she knows it whenever im upset.she w/o fail wil agree to do supper with me..be it she is busy or not!! sheenaaaaa! thankssss for ALWAYS trying her best to meet me if she can. and after the late chilling with her..i will feel much betters ((: loves!

thanks for the many concerns shown by people on msn ytd..
there are quite a few so i shant name all..
sorry i couldnt share much cuz wasnt feeling the best to share..
but i reallyreally thankful for all these friends of mine for the concern!
you people makes me feel that im cared for even if its just out of concern for me as a friend..
i treasure the sincere care that you all have for me! ((:
may you all be blessed with manymany good friends and may i be there to drop just a simple sms or msn msg when ure feeling downs too! ((:

dear...

ytd was our first mth..
thou it was just a simple mos burger treat dinner from me to you at tm at 9pm.
*triple prawn burger and LARGE ice milk tea!* = contented us!! ((:
-as we are too busy speaking to one another during the evening-
i heartx the cross necklace tt u gotten from couple lab for me! thanksss ((: and the love letter!!
*it funny cuz it was hand written on cutted up paper -my boyy artwork *cough* haha..-
the letter in the bottle super meaningful! ((: it bought us many smiles and laughters! lols
i have always wanted to have a cross pendant.and my dear knows that i have been wearing my apple pendant always. so he wanted to get me a present that i will wear always and yes dear.
i will wear it alwayss esp when ure off one week of vacation nxt wk so tt give me strength when im missing youu((: *im so gg to get it engraved my name too!*
sorry i didnt get ur card written in time..but yesh..i pass it to you when i have written all nicely kies? (:
i love my day ytd! ((: andand..
i still wanna do zoo n secret garden stills! ((:

many plans intially .trip to the zoo.secret garden dinner.loading pics into fb.blogging about the nice things that we have done tgt.AND just spending the whole day tgt doing fun things!
but god chose to give us a hundle to cross ytd for our 1 mth anniversary..

nw thinking of it..it isnt tt all bad at all.. cuz i do believe that there are many ways that god can bless our relationship.. and by making us gg though this hundle we will learn new things about each other *ure right on the fact that at every stage of life we are learning new things about each other.and ure also right to mention that it only by getting into a relationship would you be able to know the person more which you will prolly not know about the person when u two are just friends*

the best present that god has gave us ytd is to make us both realise how much we truely love one another. ((:

the simple reflections on how we cope with our day ytd giving each other private time and also the things we engage ourselves in during tt time and the thoughts we were having in the day for each other clearly suggest that yes we care so much for the other to the extent that we put blame on ourself when the fault wasnt all the fault of urs..

and the honest talk we have in the evening i treasure.. ((:

we didnt promise forever love...
but lets just take things one at a time...
breaking points are inevitable if challenges do come our ways...
and if we truely love one another we will be able to overcome it...
all i can say is im living it all to god's plan...

but one matter i got to admit...
the one thing that you choose to tell me so honestly
i heartx for being so true to me. (:
but..it will stay be there..i cant just accept it all so easily..im sorry..
yeaps..cuz i hold it very close to me..

but all in all
i love you! (:
cuz your shaun-my boyy on the dayy..
08 june 2009
*silly grins*

2009-07-08T10:28:00.002+08:00

Entre.Cac(foc).Work(singtel sales promoters and tution with little cousin).Maybe downs with some finance project.
i can dare say..these are all challenges..
but i used to thought that i will be able to manage all..
untils ytd..when im met with an emotional huddle..
i fail once agains..and crumbled..

so many more commitments..
so little time...
i dont even have time to spend with god.and family.

i have never been strong at handling my emotions wells..

i miss going the jap fair with my bestie at tamp tts happening nws..
and when times are bad.we will always meet up for dessert and it makes us feel betters..
even when one is sharing the probs and e other just simply there to listen
but wells we got to stay strong..since u have been so strong out there..
i got to try just strong too..

today suppose to be a happyhappy day.
all i can say is tt i feel that im really sry.im thankful for the morn call..
and i dun wanna elaborate more on what i wanna tell you thou my blog.
it isnt sth i wanna share with everyone. cuz i do believe that we shld talk things up.
just that to be honest i didnt slp wells ytd.so reason why i dont wanna meet you up today is...
im not logical enough to talk. and i dont wanna say things that i might regret it.

for nows..im little lost in my own world..
maybe i should just take time off today to spend with myself.